10.21.2001

I got a suit to go to Homecoming with. It's really nice. I almost feel gulty to wear such a nice suit to a school dance. :-/ Still no date. I'm thinking that if no guy asks me by Wednesday, I'll officialy give it a rest and go alone. Even though I don't want to. I tried asking Evie at work but she doesn't want to go. She says that she'll probably go and leave really early. That sucks cause she's so far the only girl I've liked for months. Make that a year.
I'm bringing my Popple to school tomorrow for decade day. The seniors get to do the 80s. And I love the 80s. Why? Cause I was born in the 80s!! I can't wait to show all my friends what a Popple finaly looks like. They don't know what a Popple is. I mean EVERYONE had one! It's like the Furby of the 80s! They were the BEST! *_*
And don't even get me started on Duane..... :þ I still love him so much. Matt Nunes is so much cuter. And nicer too. He's way too sweet.
Everyone has a date to this stupid dance. Even Brendon! I figured that he wouldn't have one so I could grab him and force him to take me. But NO! He's going with "a friend of a friend" *eye roll* Dumb ass. He should of taken me. People suck!
So far Charmed is coming along pretty well. I mean sure Rose is a pale-ass weirdo, but she's sweet and she makes my Piper seem more bitchy and that's what I've always wanted my Piper to be.
How hard is it to get a boyfriend? I sure would like one. I'm so tired of being alone in this world! I'm so tired of being a fucking looser ass virgin. I'm gonna be a 30 year old virgin. That's what I'll be. I'll live alone in this big house with all these cats. Nothing but cats. I'm gonna be an old cat man. All old and wrinkled and living alone with a bunch of flea bitten cats. Oh joy! CATS!

10.18.2001

bloggerbot sucks :þ

And if any guy would like to take me to Homecoming, e-mail me! Please? I'm desparate! O:-)

Well that's it. My half birthday is on Monday so I'm a little happy about that... I guess. :/

* Homecoming is more than a week away. 1. I need to buy a whole new outfit for the dance and 2. I still need a date! No guy wants to take me. I really don't want to go but I have to. Damn journalism. I fucking hate it!!

* Well I have two F's and a D+ in school right now. Everyone's getting on my case and it pisses me off. People should leave me the fuck alone. I don't care if I don't graduate. I don't care if I don't live through tomorrow. Get out my face!

* Me and Duane's relationship has completely morphed from us liking each other to us not being able to stand each other. It fucking sucks. I liked the times when he would at least smile at me. ;_;

* My job at the movie theater is great. Though they sorta treat me like a child it's just because I'm a newbie. But still. I'd like to have a little more respect.

Well I thought I would just give everyone a recap of what I've been doing since my last blog entry...

10.08.2001

current...
attire: cream button up shirt, burnt seianna cargo pants, white and grey socks, ankle brace.
scent: outdoors (fall time)
sounds: britney spears, "slave for you"
taste: cranberry juice
read: the cronicle

I need money! Give me money! :P

10.05.2001

YAY! I Found a Holloween costume! I'm gonna be a cheerleader! w00t! Of course I'll have to make the costume myself. Or I can have my friend's mothers help me. I'm gonna have to make the top. I'm sure I can find black sport pants. Cause my colors are gonna be pink and black. I'll have to buy pom-poms which I love. I'm gonna dye my hair pink. This is hilarious. I have this whole idea of what I want to look like but I still will never be able to finish any of this. I want to go trick-or-treating this year as kinda a fare-well ceremony. Cause it will be my last year, hopefully. The only time I'll go is when I'm with my kids. ^^;

So today Duane talked to me and I told him to shut up. It was great. I've decided to play along with this whole sherade. That way I'll be able to be his friend again and he'll be comfortable with me again.

I don't have to work tonight! But I do have to close tomorrow. Closing is a bitch! :P

I cannot believe that Ross is the father of Rachel's baby! I was so hoping it woiuld be Tag! Oh my goodness!! Well I always knew they'd end up back together. But the baby should of been someone else's. That would of added more drama to the mix.