Chrysalis: 06/01/2002

6.30.2002

Rose, wherever you are, please stay safe. And I hope you're happy now. I really wish you'd call me when you get a chance. I'm worried about you. But I'm glad you're somewhere where you'll be happy.

Ashley and Afton are back at their grandparents' house. Which, if you didn't know, is down the street from me. YAY! I'm so happy they're back.

We got a postcard from Liz and Rachel in Italy. LOL, it was so cute. I miss them. Oh and today there was this really cute guy at work tonight. The last time he was there, I was so taken by his looks that I couldn't talk. I could only tell him how much his total was. LOL, and Liz was the only one talking to him. I kinda got jealous but I couldn't say anything. So when he came back tonight, it was just me working. And I gave him his food and STILL all I could do was blush. Untill he left with his obease girlfriend. Oh no, bitch. You're gonna get slaped.

I really wish all this hate would go away at work. I'm really tired of all the "yo' fat mama" jokes. They make me sad. ;_;

6.29.2002

I reallly wish Blogger was working so you all could read this. I'm super bored. But anyway, I've been the nosy blog-reader and stumbled across this guy's blog.
You don't understand how cute I think this guy is. HE'S SO CUTE. Ok, time for me to go to bed. But not before I play Neverwinter Nights. ;-)

Ragnarok is down untill July 5! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Ahhh, today(well, yesterday :B) was great! It started with a trip to my job to get my paycheck. And everyone was still giving me shit about me not showing up on wednesday. And then i went to the bank. GOD, people in there know me by name, now! So then me and my brother waited in the car so we could go to lunch with my mom. But she kept going back and forth from our house to hers that she really pissed me off. So we told her to drop us off at the mall. So me and Randy had lunch, well at that time it was dinner, at Red Robbin. The place was PACKED. But we had a cute waitor. And he was gay. My brother hated it. Hmm, his name was Skylar. It's like Tyler but not. It's so cute! He was tall, and anyway on with my day. So after dinner and my large tip of $5, we went shopping. I saw so many people I knew from school that it was pretty uncomfortable, but nice at the same time. From a distance, I saw Jennifer Grijalva. Have I stressed enough how beautiful she is? Cause if I haven't, SHE'S SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL! XD
We went into Sam Goody, and I bought Anasatica's new cd, "Freak Of Nature." It wasn't that good. Only two or three songs I like on it including her first single, "one day in your life." I knew I should have bought Tweet's cd instead. Oh well. I also bought FF7 for $20. I know it was stupid, but I miss that game and now I have FF7 and FF8! I really should get PS2 so I can play FFX.
Then we went into Electronics Boutique and I bought Randy Neverwinter Nights. Which reminds me, I can take that off of my wishlist. We should have bought it at Game Stop so I could oogle at the cute guy working there. But this store was closer. Then we went into Hot Topic and I was tempted to get this Afro Ken key ring. But I didn't. After that, my new boots were weighing me down so much that we sat for the next hour and then stoopidbitch(MOM) came and picked us up and droped us off at "OUR HOUSE"

I just played FF7 for a good three hours. I just got Aeris back from Shinra. I know I'm slow. :P

Time for more RO!! Whooo!

6.28.2002

I'm a thug! Whoo!

6.27.2002

I just changed my AIM name. I am now, Luminant Prince
Please make note of it.

*looks at Crystal's jokes*
BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
My favorite one is this:
"1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is."

Oooh, Trisha has a blog now? I really need to update my links.

Well I finally did it. I finally got Ragnarok Online. It's great. I'm this cute little guy with platinum blonde hair. I want to be a swordsman. I've only played for like an hour and after diying several times, I managed to get at level two going on three. Wish me luck, y'all! My character's name is R.Dub, come find me! XD

6.26.2002

Ryan did the dummest thing today. HE SLEPT IN! My alarm didn't wake me up and I got up an hour and a half late to work. So I called in and Cory had already called Sarah in to replace me. Then I thought, if I quit night school, I wouldn't come home late and I wouldn't have to be so tired and not wake up in the morning. And my mom said no. Even though she knows I'll never finish. Stupid bitch. I don't even NEED my diploma. My mom told me there's people at her job making more money than her and they don't have their high school diplomas. Shit, my mom didn't graduate. She had to go to a continuation school at Santa Monica College. Why the hell is she making me get it? And besides, she doesn't live here anymore. She can get the hell out!

6.25.2002

I GOT A RAISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I now make $7.15 an hour. I love ya, Mario!

6.23.2002

Wow, there was this really cute guy at work today. He was with his parents and me and Sarah were swooning over him. He was really cute. I told Sarah to go talk to him, but she didn't. And then at her break, she didn't go in there. But she did afterwards and she didn't see him. Damn. So we waited until the movie was over. But by that time, my shift was over and I left. I hope she got a chance to talk to him. He's really cute.

In other news, I really miss my friends. I really wish I could call Meghan. But I don't have her phone number anymore. I'm really worried because the last time I talked to her was the last day of school. She was crying because Matt was so busy with graduation, that he didn't have any time for her. I was worried. And I haven't heard from her since. ;_;

Take the What Kind of Chinese Food Are You? test!

I'm Jean Grey
What X-Men Character are You?
Goodness Gracious, you're everyone's favourite do-gooder Jean Grey, also known as Phoenix. You look after your teammates, get along with everyone, have a wonderful man who loves you and have pretty much achieved perfection. But look out when you're PMSing and you become Dark Phoenix: a raging homicidal bitch with a knack for causing trouble.

I'm going to be working on a new layout, now that I've got Paint Shop, again. I'm either going with a Cinderella theme, or a tie die theme. You'll just have to wait and see. ;P

So I put the diaries up, they're on my envy.nu server so they're really shitty. But you can still read them, have a look-see. I better get some sleep. If there is something wrong with them, e-mail me. I'll finish it when I get home from work tomorrow.

Goodnight. ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ

I saw Lilo and Stitch this morning. It was great! I loved it. Everyone wanted my Stitch plushie. And Hillary's song laughed at me. -_-;

The greatest thing, my brother put my old hard drive on this computer so i could get all my old files. LOL, I'm listening to all of my "depression" music. When i was rejected by Rachael, all I did was play "Smile" by Olive. And I'd sit in a darkened room and cry. But then, I was introduced to Ayu! And now I'm not depressed anymore. Well, not too much.

With all my old files back, i found my old diary entries from last year. I think I'll post them to so you all can read them. They're special because it was the "transition" from me being normal to depressed. And everyone can see what a weirdo I was back then. Shit, I was 16 when I started this.

6.22.2002

I took this from Crystal's blog:

NAME 3 FOODS YOU REGULARLY EAT
01. sushi
02. pasta
03. italian bmt from subway

NAME 3 DRINKS YOU REGULARLY DRINK
01. vanilla coke
02. pink lemonade
03. pepsi

NAME 3 OF THE WORST CD'S YOU OWN
01. pink - misundastood
02. eden's crush - popstars(except for a few songs)
03. the corrs - in blue
*note - it's not that I don't like these cds, it's that I'm tired of them*

NAME 3 ICE CREAM FLAVORS YOU LOVE
01. vanilla
02. cookie dough
03. pistacio

NAME 3 COLORS YOU LOVE
01. yellow
02. black
03. pink

NAME 3 ITEMS IN YOUR BAG(or backpack)
01. pochaco chapstick
02. sunblock
03. eric's phone number(I can't believe I still have this)

NAME 3 ITEMS YOU NEED EVERYDAY
01. my cd player
02. deodorant
03. lotion

You are 60% evil! [?]

More evil than good, eh? You waver between good and evil. Mostly evil, but sometimes you do some good...sometimes. You're quite the good/evil mixture!

6.21.2002

It's your laidback style that everyone seems to like and it helps you enjoy life to the fullest. Many people envy your easy-going attitude, but no one can hold a grudge against such a loveable person like you!

What San-X Character Are You?

Things are just getting worse. My mom moved out today and took most of the stuff with her. Half the house is empty and my brother is so upset. He'll probably never forgive her. And I'm so scared of what's gonna happen next. I have no where to go. Both parents are probably gonna try and convince me to live with them. It's got me so confused to the point that I don't think i want to live anymore. ;_;

SiFi Wire - Buffy Season 7 Spoiled

Joss Whedon, creator of UPN's Buffy the Vampire Slayer, revealed plot spoilers for the upcoming seventh season of the series during a panel discussion at the Academy of Television Arts and Sciences in Los Angeles June 18. The fall season premiere begins with the grand reopening of Sunnydale High School, which was destroyed a couple of seasons back, Whedon told the audience.

"The reopening of the high school is where we're starting, and it represents a lot of what we're talking about in terms of getting back to the very first mission statement of the show, which was the joy of female power: Having it, using it, sharing it," Whedon said.

Willow (Alyson Hannigan) will have to pay for skinning Warren at the end of this season, the show's sixth, Whedon added. "There are consequences for everything," he said. "Not to the point where she'll spend all day crying, 'I'm so sad, why, why?' But she will have to deal with this. We don't let people get away with things, unless there's a reason. Giles, the year before, killed a person, but nobody found out."

In a separate interview, Whedon reaffirmed for SCI FI Wire that Amber Benson, who played Tara, will return next year, though her character died at the end of this season. But when asked to elaborate that Benson would return, but not as Tara, Whedon replied, "I'm not saying a word about that."

Whedon did tell SCI FI Wire that Willow's addiction to magic and Spike's (James Marsters) attempted rape would figure in the new season, despite an intention to lighten the tone from this year's dark themes. "We'll deal with issues, but we won't be hitting the incredibly depressing reality of being grown up quite so hard," he said. "Those things will still be issues, because Spike is still in the mix, and he did try to rape Buffy. Willow has been addicted, and both of those people have to be in the mix, so we'll deal with the things, and things are still going to be scary, depressing and confusing for our characters. It's going to be tough for them, but at the same time, they're going to reclaim that essential notion of the beauty of power and of their mission and not get so caught up in the questions."

Whedon added that he wants Anthony Stewart Head to appear as Giles in more episodes this season than last, and that he hopes to bring back Jonathan (Danny Strong) and Andrew (Thomas Lenk), the remaining duo of villains from this season. "We're looking for them to [return], because they make us laugh," he said.

One thing that won't be back is Buffy's (Sarah Michelle Gellar) job at the Doublemeat Palace. "Doublemeat Palace was the only thing we ever did to make advertisers pull out," Whedon said. "They did not like us making fun of fast food. Sarah's very upset about not getting to wear the hat anymore."

Well the cute guy was at school again tonight. And he wasn't that cute. XP
After school, I went home, changed my clothes, and went to a showing of Minority Report at work. That movie was really good. It went on a little long, but I liked it. It was very suspencful. It has got to be the best guy movie I've ever seen. I'm serious. That and I don't really watch guy movies. ^^;

I really need to quit bitting my fingers. *watches as his nails bleed* uck!

6.20.2002

There was this cute guy at night school last night. He was blonde and had these big, big, big blue eyes. Or were they green? Anyway, you get the picture, he was cute. Too bad last night was his last. I'll probably never see him again. ;_;

LMAO! Derek is in there, too. And every day, he sits there talking on his phone. Or he'll leave for fifteen minutes. So he get's an half hour lunch break. NO FAIR!

I was swooning over this guy who is pictured in the food section of the contra costa times yesterday. I don't know why. He was cute. I really need a man. I wish Liz was here. She'd say, "Shoot, Ryan. You need to get some!" And I'd say, "I know girl, I'm as horny as a cat on St. Patrick's Day!" And she'd say, "What the hell did that mean?" And I'd say, "Shoot, I don't know!"

I miss you LIZ! And I miss Ray-ray, too. Come back! ;_;

There's a lot to post about. It's kinda sad. So much can happen in a few days.
Well, yesterday started with my dad leaving for his yearly trip to Texas. This time, he's going to his high school reunion. It's special because they're gonna tear down his high school and build a new one. So they're are having a large celebration. And after that, he'll stay with some family.

Taking advantage of my dad's vacation, my mom decided to brake it to me and my brother that the divorce is final and she is moving back into our old house. She wants me to move with her. But I can't stay in that tiny room. It's smaller than my current bedroom and I can't even fit all my crap into that. She said I could live in the downstairs. It was a basement, but the people who owned the house before us converted the basement into a family room and a bedroom. There's another bathroom and everything. So technically, the whole downstairs is like a mini apartment. That would be nice, except that the foundation of the house is screwed up and the whole downstairs is riped apart. So my mom would have to get that fixed along with the foundation. And that sucks. Because it would take 3 months for that to be finished. Then I have to move all my stuff there. And I need to buy new furniture. I need a new dresser, a new entertainment center, and I need a new computer. Since there's only one in this house, and my mom bought it, so it's hers. But my brother has put so much work into taking care of it that she'll probably let him have it.

Then I have to get a new dog because my brother won't let us take Jack. Gosh, why do things have to be so complicated?

6.18.2002

This is so cool, yet so sad. *sniffle*

So the fucking school is going to "let me" take math there. Whatever. I don't know why they wouldn't let me to begin with. Fools! FOOLS! XP

*sigh* David, I lava yoouuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

6.16.2002

Whee! Go Hikki! I finally downloaded her English song from the Rush Hour 2 soundtrack. All I need now is Ayu. Come on, Ayu! Come to the states! COME TO THE STATES! *_*

Hikaru Utada f/ Foxy Brown - Blow My Whistle

[Intro - Hikaru Utada]

Mmm, Oooh, Oh

[Verse 1 - Foxy Brown]

Yeah, Uh, Yeah
Y'all know y'all see us in the Benz or that Rover
Fresh pair of And 1's, Luis? Pull over
Whole city locked, just like I always told you (uh-huh)
If it ain't Boogie, believe me, she a rookie
You know how Fox drop it, dig up in they pockets
Pussy get lost, treat that nigga like a jump-off
They act shady, this nigga must be crazy
My girls sell units like Michael in the 80's (ugh)

[Chorus - Hikaru Utada]

What am I supposed to do, I don't wanna be your referee but
Anytime tonight I'm gonna, blow my whistle soon
Hold my breath, turn blue 'til it's time to be your referee, but
Later on tonight I'll let you, blow my whistle too

[Verse 2 - Hikaru Utada]

Cast your vote on me
Say that's it for me
Just place your bets on me
Stop gettin' high off of jealousy,
whether you are ready or not
I'm comin' with all that I got (I got)
Then while you decide, we are undefined
My instincts says I ought to keep you free (I wanna keep you free)
And my mother says men besides stability (Oh, is it true?)
My Instincts says I ought to keep you free
But I told you this life exclusively (oh)

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse 3 - Hikaru Utada]

Scared to show or tell
Keep what you just felt
The secrets to yourself
I'm gettin' tired of mysteries, even though I say they do not
The games you play hurt me a lot (a lot)
When there's none to play, will you go or stay?
My instincts says I ought to disagree
When my mother says men will leave eventually (is it true?)
Nothing lasts forever, I agree
But I wouldn't mind the possibility (Oh)

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse 4 - Foxy Brown]

Live from BK, dippin' on the freeway (uh-huh)
Visor twisted back with a couple wild cats (Oww!)
Bunch of loose goons, Keep the muzzle on 'em
We all 7-tre, who the fuck wan' what? (Iyye!)
I numbs 'em like cocaine raw
Starvin' like you part of the V-8 this fall
Homes, in many places, but I'm Brooklyn's own
Bet I, keeps it poppin', keeps they shoulders lockin'
Lahdy-Dahdy in the party, nigga,
Up ya yen, fuck you lockin' for a pen? I just came to bone
Reputation ill, stay on chrome
I'm like E.T. beotch, no phone home
Gavin always told me, Boogie, watch ya paper
Keep it low, bubble slow, niggaz, catch the vapors
Foxy Calhoun in the Cadillac blue
2 Live, Shawn ain't got no ma's, beotch!

[Repeat Chorus until fade]

6.15.2002

I was too busy actually having fun that I forgot that the god damn high school, which will now remain nameless, just cashed the check I wrote them back in May for the prom tickets! Now I'm $33 overdrawn. Ain't that a bitch? Now I have no money. Fuck that school!

Today was great. This morning I saw Scooby Doo. I liked it, because of Sarah and the girl who played Velma, but I thought it was kinda too scary for younger children. But the movie was cute. I kinda wish they wouldn't of cut all those scenes out. Maybe when it comes out on DVD, there'll be a director's cut or something.

Then I got a haircut. I went back to the bad place with all the old guys. This time, they did a better job. But it's still tacky. It's because old people should not be cutting hair. They shouldn't be driving either.

Then I got my facial. It was really nice and relaxing this time. I got my face massaged and everything. Then when I was finished, I got some prailenes and cream ice cream and went cruising with my mom for the rest of the day.

When I came home, I tried to watch Red Sonja. I don't remember what I saw in that dumb movie. How old is that shit, anyway?

Well, I'll leave you all with some eye candy.

David Beckham is Victoria Adams(Posh Spice)' husband. But he's a major tool in the gay community. You should have seen the provocotive pictures I saw him in today. Poshy better be careful. I might steal him in her sleep. BWAHAHAHAH!

...I'm serious.

6.14.2002

I got what the meaning of my name is from this site

Your first name of Ryan has given you a very practical, hard-working, systematic nature. Your interests are focused on technical, mechanical, and scientific things, to the exclusion of interests of an artistic, musical, or social nature. You have a rather skeptical outlook on life and rather materialistic standards. In reaching your goals, you are very independent and resourceful, patient and determined. You can be so very positive and definite in your own ideas and opinions that others sense a lack of tact and friendliness in your manner of expression. You are inclined to be rather demanding and self-centred in your personal wants, and your own desires can be so overriding that you fail to recognize or appreciate the feelings, opinions, or desires of others. As a consequence, difficulties in relations within the family or with close associates can arise. Weaknesses in the health centre in the head, and in the stomach and intestinal organs.

That's pretty acurate.

Positive Ryan: Well, look on the bright side. Now that's school is over, maybe things will get better.
Negative Ryan: Shut up, you! *thwap*

~Dedicated to those bastards at AHS and MUSD~

You'll See, Madonna

You think that I can't live without your love
You'll see,
You think I can't go on another day.
You think I have nothing
Without you by my side,
You'll see
Somehow, some way

You think that I can never laugh again
You'll see,
You think that you destroyed my faith in love.
You think after all you've done
I'll never find my way back home,
You'll see
Somehow, someday

Chorus:

All by myself
I don't need anyone at all
I know I'll survive
I know I'll stay alive,
All on my own
I don't need anyone this time
It will be mine
No one can take it from me
You'll see

You think that you are strong, but you are weak
You'll see,
It takes more strength to cry, admit defeat.
I have truth on my side,
You only have deceit
You'll see, somehow, someday

Chorus2:

All by myself
I don't need anyone at all
I know I'll survive
I know I'll stay alive,
I'll stand on my own
I won't need anyone this time
It will be mine
No one can take it from me
You'll see

You'll see, you'll see
You'll see, mmmm, mmmm

6.12.2002

Take the 'What kind of Wing are you?' quiz!

Brighten up a bit!
And try to forget the past
You live in present and for the future
Left what lies before behind
don't dwell on it!

'What kind of Wing
are you?' by. Xera

What Jelly Belly flavor are you? I'm -

Find your flavor here!

So I was looking at clubAYU a few minutes ago and stumbled across this:

Seems taiwanese singer Hou Shun Ting (or her PR people) are blantantly and shamelessly copying off ayumi's A BEST CM for the ad for Hou's new CD. Prepare to have a good laugh...
Take a look!

What a loser! A fucking wanabe who wants to be just as successful as Ayumi Hamasaki? You don't do petty stuff like copying their comercials. Good god, I wonder if she copies her songs, too.

And since I'm on the Ayu subject. I took this quiz that was linked at unladylike.

You do the nice thing MOST of the time - even though sometimes you'd like to be a bit more selfish. Your friends know they can rely on you but you can be a little fickle so they don't always confide in you as much as they might want to.

Are you NASTY or NICE?

Quiz made by Angela

6.09.2002

Random Quizes

i'm a pup.what kinda pet are you?
quiz made by muna.

I'm Marge, who are you? by Lexi

Take the World of Darkness Quiz
by David J Rust

Oh, Nita. I'm so sorry about all of this. I feel the same way. Most of my friends are juniors or younger. It's gonna be hard leaving them all. But you'll have only a year. And you can call me or see me any time you'd like. I'll always be here. Until I have enough money to leave this shithole and move to L.A.

Things just keep getting worse. After finding out that I wasn't graduating, the new dog attacked Jack the other day. Causing him to have a fat gash on his face and now it's infected. It's gotten so bad that no one thinks he's gonna make it. The thought of loosing Jack made me cry myself to sleep last night. I love him so much.

Evy really hurt my feelings last night. She told me that I was uncool and she was cooler than me. Which it first started as a little fun. But she kept hitting these sensitive spots that really hurt. She'd say things like, "Well at least my friends like me!" And of course I laughed, but when I was alone, I started to cry. Then she said that I was uncool because I have asthma and people with disabilities aren't cool. Sure I said some things. But they weren't as vicious as what she said. And I still like her a lot.

Meghan was at the theatre today. She saw, "ya-ya." I'm not even gonna say the full title of it. LOL! After work, I was short $7.25. I feel so stupid. And I got written up. My first write-up. Then I saw Star Wars and hated it. So I saw a crappy movie, got a write-up, got my pride bashed, realized my dog might die, and then to top it all off, my dad is mad at me because it's all my fault he didn't go into Oakland to get some fish. Ugh. Life sucks.

6.07.2002

which Shakira are you?

by divachop and phantomx86

6.05.2002

Today was great! We made aboriginal paintings in Anthropology class today. I sat next to Shannon and hers was really pretty. Mine looked like crap because as you know, I'm not very artistic. I was stressing so much that I was yelling at the paper and to the point of crying. Ms. Sharp came over and told me that she loved it. I felt awful because she said that I shouldn't be so critical of myself. And that since we live in the Bay Area, everyone's a freakin' artist. I laughed. But I still think my art could have been better.

The school day ended with me trying to force myself up that hill. I was actually waiting for a ride. Because when I was walking to school earlier, Divya came and gave me a ride. So I knew for sure I'd get one. Just as you know it, Jennifer Grijalva came and gave me a ride home. We talked about how much she hates that hill and how much she loves being a Raiderette. So now I'm sitting here waiting to go to the dentist to get two fillings then to work and then I can come home and try to sleep in this heat. It's so hot that I'm using a folder as a squeegee and watching my sweat drip down in buckets. I hate sweating. I hate it so much.

6.04.2002

I was gonna post something. But everything right now seems way too dramatic. And I don't think anyone needs to read that. But I do hope you're feeling better, Anita. *huggles*

6.02.2002

You're LUST! Sex, sex, sex! It's all you think about! You're not opposed to having more than one boy/girlfriend, and you're very flirtatious. You're represented by the color blue.

Find your emotion!

Can I tell you how much fun I had this weekend? WOOO! First off, the bus was really nice. There were tv's in it but no one had a movie to watch. But we all made up for it by playing music and stuff. I fell asleep. I stayed up the night before to finish night school. I don't know why I nearly killed myself doing it. I'm still not graduating.
But back to Disneyland. So when we got to Anahiem, we checked into our motel. Yes, motel! It looked really ghetto outside, but inside it was really nice. The boys's room was the biggest and we all had our own beds. But for some reason, after I put all my shit on the bed, they were all called and I had to sleep on the sofa bed. But I made the most of it. I ordered some really fluffy pillows. At the park, Bonnie went and got a pass for being diabetic so we didn't have to wait in all the lines. We went on all the rides except splash mountian, because I didn't want to get wet. I bought so much crap, despite the fact that there were no Cinderella or Jasmine products. Pisses me off. And you know what? They don't give any of the fairies props either. Only Tinkerbell. I like Tink, but what about the Blue Fairy? Or Flora, Fauna, and Maryweather? And even the Fairy Godmother. The best part was California Adventure. The tour over California was so much fun. I got a little queazy, though. But the best part was this animation shop. Where you can make your own animations. And then the next room was Beast's Library. Where you would take your picture, answer some questions and they'd tell you what Disney Character you were. I got Mushu(sp?) from Mulan. The next room was Ursula's Grotto. THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN! You can sing or act out four different scenes in a disney movie and she'll record it and play it back for you. Great special effects. At the end she goes, "Fine! You can have your silly voice back!" I love her.
So that night I decided to stay up with everyone else. But no one did anything. I suggested we play truth or dare but they were like, "no we did that last night and no one did anything" But I'm around! I'm the oldest one! I wish I could have stayed in Charle's and Ronnie's room. They must have had major fun because they were running all over the place. While I was stuck babysitting. >.< If I wanted to babysit, I would have stayed home and went to work.

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