Gotta Get Thru This - Daniel Bedingfield

I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make it, make it, make it through
I'm gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta take my, take my mind off you

Give me just a second and I'll be all right
Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart
Give me 'til tomorrow then I'll be okay
Just another day and then I'll hold you tight

When your love is falling like the rain
I close my eyes and it falls again
When will I get the chance to say I love you
I pretend that you're already mine
Then my heart ain't breaking every time
I look into your eyes

posted by ryryguy @ 11:47 PM 0 comments

Had a pretty weird dream last night. I was a Cinderella like character and I was running through the super market singing about how I was gonna marry a prince. Who surprisingly looked a lot like Wesley! o.O??
I really need to get this boy out of my system. Like, right now! Ugh, I need help. *dies*

posted by ryryguy @ 11:23 AM 0 comments

Yes, Ryan is in love. With who, you ask? Not with who. With WHAT! That's right. I'm in love with the new iMac! XD
It's all thanks to Ellen Feiss. Watching her video over and over again made me realize that maybe I might want to check it out. Cause god knows, I'm tired of this computer going, *blugh blugh blugh blugh* XD So, in two months or less, I will be able to afford this beauty. Yep. Ryan is a mac user again. Oh and by the way, Ellen Feiss is stoned. And yes, it is very funny!

Oh and do not, I repeat. DO NOT see Ghost Ship! Why? Because it's nasty ass! There's blood, gore, rodents, and MAGGOTS! I won't be able to eat or sleep tonight. @.@

And before I forget,

Happy Halloween & Happy Birthday Jennifer!

posted by ryryguy @ 1:11 AM 0 comments

Which Britney are you? Find out!

Which Female Buffy Character are you? Find out!

Which Disney Princess are You?Find out!

Which 'Friend' Are You?Find out!

That's enough for this century! I promise, no more.

posted by ryryguy @ 12:21 AM 0 comments

I had the best time a Jeanna's party tonight. That was the most fun I've had in months. I'm so glad she invited me. The best part was the scavenger hunt. We had the most fun going all over the place. Ashley looked AMAZING! And she had all the boys staring. }:-p There's a cute picture of Ashley, Jeanna, her friend Kevin, and I that I'm going to get framed. It's too cute. ^^

So I'm having a tough decision.

Should I buy this bracelet? Or this one?
I know I'm not a leather fan, but this bracelet is so pretty. I do love the heart. Maybe I'll buy both.

posted by ryryguy @ 12:45 AM 0 comments

The Saturday Scruples!....on Friday....

1. You're a medical researcher competing for funding. You have many leads for an AIDS cure but can't pursue them all. Do you give some to other researchers?
Of course, that would be selfish of me to keep any AIDS cures to myself. Money or no money. Human lifes are more important. Call my old fashioned. }:-P

2. You oppose a new law requiring registration of all guns. Do you register your gun?
Well, it's required. I'd have to if I want to obey the law. That and a black man who won't register his gun wouldn't be very kosher.

3. Technology will enable you to extend your life by 50 years. You must clone a second body for organ replacements. Do you do it?
That depends. If I were to have some kind of illness right now, then yess. But if I was like, 70 or so, then HELL NO! Let old ass Ryan die.

posted by ryryguy @ 11:20 PM 0 comments

What have I been up to? Well, I've been going to school and working. Non-stop! Yeah, it's shitty. Monday, it's work from 12 to 8. Tuesday, school from 11 to 3. Wednesday, work from 12 to 8 again. I really hate these long days. Then Thursday it's school again. Then, on friday it's work, 11 to 5:30. Then Saturday it's usually work from 2 through 10. But this weekend, I'm working 11 to 7:30 on Friday. Why? Because Nick Abreu requested tomorrow off and they need someone to babysit for two more hours until everything is squared away. I don't even want to do this. Why can't they have another chief do it? Oh yeah, there's only one.
They should just promote me and get it over with.

And in other news, I have less then 24 hours to find a decent Halloween costume for Jeanna's party. SHIT! I could always just wear my ears.

Oh, and those of you who are still in high school, vote Meghan for Homecoming Queen! WHY? Because if you don't, I'm a kill you! }:-D

Songs I like.

This Game of Love - Santana & Michelle Branch(spoo!)
Dilema - Nelly feat. Kelly Rowland(yay!)
Through The Rain - Mariah Carey(oh, shut up! forgive her for Glitter.)

OMG CLICK HERE RIGHT NOW!

posted by ryryguy @ 11:15 PM 0 comments

Happy Half-Birthday to ME! XD

posted by ryryguy @ 10:46 PM 0 comments

So my wishlist has been updated again. Yup, now you all know what to buy me for my half birthday tomorrow. Or even Christmas. Or even my real birthday. Or you could just look at it and but the things for yourself. That's always what I do. }:-P

I didn't get an e-mail for the Saturday Scruples. I wonder if they were updated this week. Oh well.

Evy was supposed to be in town, but she's probably gone now. I miss her so much. I feel like I'm never gonna see her again. I don't want that at all. Sometimes, I wonder if I should just move to Oregon just to see her. }:-/

Oh and, CORDY'S BACK!!!! She has no memory. But that's all good. I'm glad to see her un-glowy. AND, maybe her powers will cause her hair to grow long, dark, and beautiful again. I hope...

posted by ryryguy @ 12:45 AM 0 comments

I had this whole visual rant going on, but the pictures wouldn't show.

So to make a long rant short, CORDELIA CHASE IS NOW AN UGLY LOSER! XP

posted by ryryguy @ 9:06 PM 0 comments

LOL, this is for Thomas!


This computer is getting more and more screwy. Who wants to buy me a new one, huh? ^_^

posted by ryryguy @ 7:17 PM 0 comments

So, the first time in seven years, I do not want to see next week's Buffy. Why, you ask? Because they're going to kill Anya! THEY CAN'T! They killed Tara, they made Cordelia a loser. Who is Ryan supposed to look up now? Huh? TELL ME!! >.<

Wow, college is great! I now know an exotic dancer! ^^;
There are six more weeks left in the semester, then, DISNEYLAND! XD

...I really need help.

posted by ryryguy @ 4:47 PM 0 comments

Kingdom Hearts.....

I WANT MY FUCKING LIFE BACK!!

And in other news, I love Christy Carlson Romano.

posted by ryryguy @ 1:50 AM 0 comments

I don't think you all understand the importance it was this morning sharply at 8:30am on the Family Channel. They had a reunion of all ten, that's right, TEN red power rangers. Jason, Tommy, TJ, that cute one, that other cute one, and the rest. Even though it only lasted for half an hour. It was so cool seeing all the old ones that I used to watch when I was a child. I can't believe it has been ten years already. God damn, I'm old! The only thing I had a problem with was that the bad guys were Beattle Borgs! WTF?? Whoever missed this morning's episode, missed ten years of their past. I'm serious.

So there's a new kid on the block at work. Name is Alex. Let me tell you, CUTE! Apparently my sister Shannon loves this guy and I see why. He's tall, but not too tall and he has this deep voice that's so SEXY! Oh well, maybe he has an older brother or something. }:-D

And now.... The Saturday Scruples!

1. You don't care for an elderly aunt, But she's very wealthy and constantly revising her will. Are you more attentive?
Um, YES! Old rich relatives are the best! I wish I had some. }:-/

2. Church inspires you. Your 12-year-old son prefers to watch basketball on the tube. Do you insist your child attend church with you?
Not if he didn't want to. My parents both go to church and if I don't want to go, it's fine with them. I think.

3. Your brother is engaged to marry someone who you think is bad news. He's in love. Do you try to reason with him?
Not at all. He'll figure it out for himself. Love isn't that blind.

posted by ryryguy @ 11:50 PM 0 comments

Which Season are you?

posted by ryryguy @ 10:33 PM 0 comments

I've been so busy lately. With work, school, kingdom hearts. Yeah, pretty pathetic, I know. But get this. I clock in more hours at work than anybody! It's amazing. While the average a person clocks in would be around 35 hours in two weeks, I make almost 60 hours in two weeks. That's more hours than the chiefs and the managers! Well except for Corey. He got hell of good hours. I miss him. If that isn't promotion worthy, I don't know what the hell is. Me making bookoo hours that is. }:-p

Me and Jeanna are fighting over a guy. Well not really. This HOT guy came into the theatre today. His name is Forrest. Ok, so he looks gay. He talks like he's gay. And he walks like he's gay. He's GAY! But Jeanna doesn't see that. Just because he asked her if she was single and how old she was. He said that Jeanna looked "Composed." What kind of a straight guy calls a girl composed? Not any I know. They usually say, "Nice tits!"

Forrest is from NYC. *swoon* I would love to be around all those stores.

Me and Jeanna might go and get our tongues pierced on Sunday. Then we'll go out and buy CareBears! ^^

posted by ryryguy @ 10:23 PM 0 comments

Ugh, I'm so tired! I have to read over 110 pages tonight. Wish me luck.
I guess I won't play more KH until tomorrow. ;_;

I left my cd player and my kylie minogue cd in my mom's car. I miss it. Today I had to walk to and from work without it. Ugh, let it be known, I do not like the New York Roll at Peking Tokyo restaurant. I should have went the extra $10 for the spider roll. I also did not like the tempura. It was too battered. Yucky!

I want to go back to Todai and have one of their iced green teas. }:-9
Their lobster balls aren't that bad either.

posted by ryryguy @ 11:58 PM 0 comments

Well, I finally got it. My ps2. It took some months, but it's well worth it. So, I'm gonna go play more kingdom hearts.

Bye!

Oh, I got your invitation Crystal and Jennifer.

posted by ryryguy @ 3:16 PM 0 comments

Saturday Scruples

1. Friends have arranged a blind date for you. You spot your date from afar and are turned off by his/her appearance. Do you go through with it?
Yes, just to be nice. I'm not that cruel.

2. An elderly friend is repeating a story he recently told you. Do you pretend you're hearing it for the first time?
My brother does this to me all the time. I just sit and listen. Sometimes old people can be funny. XD

3. A friend has become a "know-it-all." It's annoying. Do you confront him/her?
Well, if they're a "know-it-all," then they know more than me. So no.

Oh, and by the way,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!!

posted by ryryguy @ 10:43 AM 0 comments

E-mail from Evy!

Ryan, I was thinking of all of the people you could be and you were the most
definite person who came into my head. At first I didn't get it when you
said home girl/boy, but then I thought, "It's Ryan!" I love you and I miss
you. You should take a trip up to visit me, I'm coming home the weekend of
october 19, I'll try to see you. I'm sorry I missed your graduation party.
I think about you all the time. I'll talk to you later. Love, Evy

*sniff* *sob*

IT"S EVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVY!!

So my brother's arch nemises called today. He said he was outside our house. He didn't see anybody. I thought it was funny. Randy hated it. LOL!

I'm buying my PS2 from Best Buy tomorrow morning. Because I have to work at 2. I fucking hate midshift. I HATE IT!

Ok, cute guy at Hollywood video. No, not Zach Huges, the one with the black hair. He's so crazy. He always wonders why I'm so mean to him.
HOT guy at 7-Eleven tonight also. He was like, SO FINE! He was in line behind us. Good thing I wasn't buying anything cheesy. I had Vanilla coke. All he had was chapstick. I kept praying that he'd use it and kiss me. Yes, in front of my mother! I was not ashamed by looking at his cute ass! Well, I guess that's enough raving for tonight.

I need to get laid...

posted by ryryguy @ 11:16 PM 0 comments

Yes, that is me. Aren't I cute?? XD

So, today was eventful. Humanities class was boring. I got an A- on my performance in Drama. Which is cool. But everyone got an A- so it's not that great. :-/
I feel like a complete idiot in my mythology class. We're supposed to discuss this poem we read. And I wanted to make a coment on a line in the poem. Then this wannabe nerdy hippy guy in the class has nerve enough to correct me. I WAS MAKING A COMENT! I was paraphraising the line in the poem. Not direct quotation. Ugh! You need to go and have your mother dress you. Because you're not doing a very good job. :-P

Lesson of the Day: Do not, I repeat, DO NOT piss Ryan off!

Oh, and me and Jenny were talking, turns out the reason why she is surrounded by gay guys all the time is because her own father is gay. That's so cool. Well anyway, she invited me to go out with her and her friends(all guys) on Sunday to The City. That sounds like fun. They're all drinking age, though. I dunno how much fun that will be. But guys. That's a plus, no?

Shit, I need some good sleep. Gotta work tomorrow. Red Dragon is opening. Go watch and come see me! XD

posted by ryryguy @ 6:40 PM 0 comments

COMICS! XD

So, recently, I've been obsessed with these online comics. So I thought I'd plug them for you people. Well the ones who still read, anyway.

First, The Life Of Riley is a funny ass comic I've been reading lately. It's about vampires, nerds, and a bunch of girls. Did I mention there's a giant naked chick?
Then I'm starting to read Pilars Of Faith. It's a comic spin-off of Buffy staring everyone's favorite rogue slayer, Faith!
Then lastly, The Erotice Adventures of Buffy and Evil/Vampire Willow. This one just started but the first strip is entertaining enough! Ashley, you'd like this one.

Hey, I saw that cute boy at the bus stop today. But since I was able to catch the "Kid" bus, I left him. Oh well.
I'm worried about Carla. She hasn't shown up for class twice already. I hope she doesn't get cut.

posted by ryryguy @ 5:34 PM 0 comments