Chrysalis

Yesterday had to be the worst day of my life. Everything bad happened to me. I hate my life.

Today started off a little bit better. My mom gave me money for the concert tonight. I made Rosie the cutest birthday card. It has the Care Bears on it making a birthday cake. I hope today goes better but I'm still feeling upset. These pills aren't working anymore. I just lost my sunglasses and now I can't see things cause it's too bright. I'm blinded.
My dad finnaly called this morning. At my mom's job. He didn't bother to call his own sons. Damn him.

I just realized something. The holiday season is approaching. Shoot me. Shoot me now! I hate all holidays. Holidays are the worst days of my life. I tried to hurt myself on the fourth of july. And I did the same thing on Valentine's Day. Can't wait till Labor Day. I wonder what will happen to me this year.

Well now I must go e-mail my brother in Thailand. My mom's making me. Dammit!

I vish I vas dead!

posted by ryryguy @ 3:24 PM 0 comments

Today has already started out bad.
I rolled in my bed and knocked this big, glass mug out my window. I reached out to get it before my dog could and I cut my pointer finger. We don't have any band aids so I had to search my mom's makeup bag for some. I found two. So then I had problems putting my contacts on because of the big band aid stuck on my finger. I finaly got them on and I went to get dresssed and I couldn't get my shorts on because I've gained weight and now it's hard for me to wear pants in this size that I've worn for two years. I'm very upset. These are a pair of brand new shorts. So as I try to zip them up, my band aid rips and I end up having to take it off. So as I continue to dress, blood is squirting all over the place. Thank god none of it got on my new clothes. That would suck.

So far, I think my day's gonna suck. I always have my good day stuff to use and take with me. I put on my watch. I have my inhaler. I put on my favorite cologne. Michal Jordan. But I can't find my ring. My mom bought me that ring a few months ago as a graduation present. When I graduated 8th grade. She never bought me a present. So when my brother graduated, she bought us matching rings. But his didn't fit so they took his back. I love mine and whenever I'm going somewhere important, I always wear it. But this morning I can't find it. I'll start looking again. My mom just left to Sears to get her car fixed. The V Machine needs new brakes. She's taking the bus home. I hate public transportation and I would hate to see my poor mother on the bus. ;_; She also promised that she'd take me to the bank so I could get some cash but she left without me. I guess I could ask Jenny to take me when she picks me up.

There's a message on the voice mail. I hope it's dad. I'm still worried. I hope he brings back some food. Everytime he goes to Texas, he brings back sasages, crab, and fish. He spoils us with great food. :9

I hope my day doesn't suck. *knocks on wood*
Wish me luck today! ^_~

posted by ryryguy @ 9:44 AM 0 comments

He still hasn't called. I hope everything's ok. I'm worried.

I can't wait till tomorrow! I get to see all my friends. Even though I'll see them all Tuesday. :P
I still don't want school to start. I hate school!

posted by ryryguy @ 10:36 PM 0 comments

I'm sad. My dad left to Texas this morning and he's taking the plane.
I'm worried because Aaliyah died saturday in a plane crash. I'm just gonna have to get
over these fears.

YAY! Two more days untill I see Ringo Starr! And Sheila E. :P

Grrr! Finding items to refine wepons in FFVIII is almost impossible with me!
I hate these damn things. Sometimes I wish I had a game shark...

My friends and I are all going to Round Table tomorrow. I haven't had pizza in the longest time.

posted by ryryguy @ 9:41 AM 0 comments

My Schedule:
2 - Senior Math -- Ford
3 - IWE Teacher -- Bell (Aparently this is the new princapal)
4 - Cultural Anthropology -- Sharp
5 - Introductory Journalsim -- Reichert
6 - Civics -- Haynes
7 - Senior English -- Stone

posted by ryryguy @ 7:42 AM 0 comments

Ten Things I Hate About You
A good movie!! XD

posted by ryryguy @ 5:38 AM 0 comments

This is my new blog. My diary wasn't cutting it very much and I really like this one a lot better.
I'm hoping to buy a domain because I really hate envy.nu and then I can upload anything I wan onto the server
without it screwing up. Damn them. But anyway. You have to read the Info I put on my AIM screen name.

Fuck off you teenie bopping Nsync fans!!
No, I will not listen to your crappy singing to songs of your favorite boy bands! I'm not your boyfriend and if you did have one, SING TO HIS SAD ASS!
And my friend Jenny(BellieXK) Does not aprove of that shit either! So... LEAVE US THE FUCK ALONE!
GODAMMIT!!
But if you're a cute guy and you're looking to give me some manly loving, call: (925)525-3545!

The phone number was actually supposed to be somebody I know but I forgot that person's phone number. Oh well. :\

posted by ryryguy @ 4:53 AM 0 comments