Chrysalis

Yesterday had to be the worst day of my life. Everything bad happened to me. I hate my life.

Today started off a little bit better. My mom gave me money for the concert tonight. I made Rosie the cutest birthday card. It has the Care Bears on it making a birthday cake. I hope today goes better but I'm still feeling upset. These pills aren't working anymore. I just lost my sunglasses and now I can't see things cause it's too bright. I'm blinded.
My dad finnaly called this morning. At my mom's job. He didn't bother to call his own sons. Damn him.

I just realized something. The holiday season is approaching. Shoot me. Shoot me now! I hate all holidays. Holidays are the worst days of my life. I tried to hurt myself on the fourth of july. And I did the same thing on Valentine's Day. Can't wait till Labor Day. I wonder what will happen to me this year.

Well now I must go e-mail my brother in Thailand. My mom's making me. Dammit!

I vish I vas dead!

posted by ryryguy @ 3:24 PM