Chrysalis

Well my first day Volunteering at the Boys & Girls club was great. I got to watch a dodgeball game, start a pool tournament, start a connect four tournament, and play Jenga and Japanese Old Maid. I didn't even know there was a Japanese Old Maid. But Trisha would know better than I would since she's actually BEEN to Japan. I did have to mop the bathroom. But that was fun when you're moping with Trisha. It was nothing but laughs all day. I'm really gonna be able to rack in 12 hours of comunity service with this! They boy who won both tournaments I started was so cute. But he's like 12 and I'm 17 and yeah..... never in my life. Poor little guy doesn't know that he has the potential to be jail bait. ^^; If only he was 7 years older. :P
I don't think this guy in my Journalism class likes me. He's just screwing with me. But why can't I get him out of my head? Either I've found a new low of obsession or I really like this guy. That's odd. I feel even weirder the way he at least acts like he likes me. This is all very odd. I'm torn between thinking he likes me or thinking he doesn't like me. Well if he doesn't, he sure is a good actor. I really need to stop thinking about this.
This sucks! I have to go to the dance on friday all by myself! None of my friends are going. It sucks even more cause I have to go to every dance this year!! Including expensive ass Prom!!! I don't even have a date! Why bother going to Prom without a date?
Why aren't there any good Halloween costumes for big people? Maybe I'm not looking hard enough. There are some really good Halloween parties. Of course I've never gone to one. But I would love to go to all the parties at least. I wish I was more manlier.

posted by ryryguy @ 7:12 PM