God, like it's still 2001! I'm off to bed. As soon as I get my new desk put together. *huggles the big box the desk came in*
Another night without hearing from Meghan. And I really thought we connected last night. *sigh* We had a moment.
Chrysalis
12.31.2001
*gasp* I didn't know Hikaru Utada lived here in the United States! She was born in New York and has moved back and forth from NY to Japan ever since. I'm so excited! She's going to start her career here in America. The BIGGEST J-pop diva will release an album here? YAY!
Did I mention the girl's only 18? She's my hero.
She did a song on the Rush Hour 2 soundtrack with Foxy Brown. I haven't heard it yet but I have my Morpheus warming up now.
GO, HIKKI, GO!!
Did I mention the girl's only 18? She's my hero.
She did a song on the Rush Hour 2 soundtrack with Foxy Brown. I haven't heard it yet but I have my Morpheus warming up now.
GO, HIKKI, GO!!
I need a tea kettle. Erin bought me this cute little teacup and rice bowl with chopsticks. I want a tea kettle to make tea to put in my teacup. You feelin me?
Guess what, y'all? Do you know who called me a total of three times last night? MEGHAN!
I had left my cell phone in my room and I went to go put it on the charger and it was none other than Ms. Nichols herself. She left a message the first time. So I called her and we talked for the longest time. We talked about how she's not happy with Matt and about my past(that sounds pretty bad don't it?). We remmonised about all the good times in our lives and we talked about guys and things like that. It was almost 2 o'clock when we finnaly had to hang up cause we were both falling asleep. I told her about Rachael and how I vowed never to get involved with girls again. And how much I really missed her and how I still blame myself for what happened even though I know it wasn't my fault. I tried to be the bigger person in the end. But she just wasn't gonna take it.
Speaking of Rachael, that little bitch is working at JoAnn Fabrics with Jenny. I found that so fucking funny cause she was always like "I'm a dental hygenist and I'll make more money than you'll ever make... blah blah blah" And where is little miss "I'm so better than everybody"? She's cutting fabric. Probably really bad at it too. heh... *^^*
Seriously, I told Jenny last night that Meghan was the best thing to happen to me since the airing of Buffy. I could give up Buffy for Meghan. I said I could. roflmao!
AYU'S NEW ALBUM COMES OUT TOMORROW! AND I BOUGHT IT THREE DAYS AGO!
..... oh and happy new year.
I had left my cell phone in my room and I went to go put it on the charger and it was none other than Ms. Nichols herself. She left a message the first time. So I called her and we talked for the longest time. We talked about how she's not happy with Matt and about my past(that sounds pretty bad don't it?). We remmonised about all the good times in our lives and we talked about guys and things like that. It was almost 2 o'clock when we finnaly had to hang up cause we were both falling asleep. I told her about Rachael and how I vowed never to get involved with girls again. And how much I really missed her and how I still blame myself for what happened even though I know it wasn't my fault. I tried to be the bigger person in the end. But she just wasn't gonna take it.
Speaking of Rachael, that little bitch is working at JoAnn Fabrics with Jenny. I found that so fucking funny cause she was always like "I'm a dental hygenist and I'll make more money than you'll ever make... blah blah blah" And where is little miss "I'm so better than everybody"? She's cutting fabric. Probably really bad at it too. heh... *^^*
Seriously, I told Jenny last night that Meghan was the best thing to happen to me since the airing of Buffy. I could give up Buffy for Meghan. I said I could. roflmao!
AYU'S NEW ALBUM COMES OUT TOMORROW! AND I BOUGHT IT THREE DAYS AGO!
..... oh and happy new year.
12.30.2001
Could it be? I finnaly have Jenny's blog address. Another point for Rian! w00t!! I'll add it now.
I guess the two good luck charms that I bought yesterday aren't good luck at all.
I woke up unable to breathe. I don't know if I'll ever shake this cold. I've had it all month. And not hearing from Meghan for the fourth day has put me in an even angrier mood. I came to work upset and I left work crying. Though I was only at work for 4 hours. Wanna know why?
It started at 8, when I was on break. I went to Nob Hill to get a deli sandwich. But the lady was slow as hell and took her 10 minutes to make a fucking sandwich. I only have 20 minute breaks so I had to haul ass to the checkout line and of course, there were 6 people in front of me. I realized that I wouldn't have time to eat my lovely sandwich that the stupid bitch took so long to prepare. So when I finnaly paid for my stuff, I ran out the door to make it across the street to get to work. I decided to take a little short-cut through the Starbucks parking lot. I make it to a hill. Couldn't have been more that half a foot high so I try to manuver myself so I don't get my shoes wet. I trip on a stepping stone and go sliding down a hill and cover my whole body in mud. So for ten minutes I'm crying. I call my mom and then I go back to work, of course, I'm 10 minutes late and everyone starts to laugh at me. I dunno why all these bad things happen to me.
The only things keeping me sane at the moment are my Ayumi Hamasaki songs and her video and my collection of clips from the Buffy Musical. If I didn't have those, there'd be scars on my arms. And I'm sure you all know where.
I woke up unable to breathe. I don't know if I'll ever shake this cold. I've had it all month. And not hearing from Meghan for the fourth day has put me in an even angrier mood. I came to work upset and I left work crying. Though I was only at work for 4 hours. Wanna know why?
It started at 8, when I was on break. I went to Nob Hill to get a deli sandwich. But the lady was slow as hell and took her 10 minutes to make a fucking sandwich. I only have 20 minute breaks so I had to haul ass to the checkout line and of course, there were 6 people in front of me. I realized that I wouldn't have time to eat my lovely sandwich that the stupid bitch took so long to prepare. So when I finnaly paid for my stuff, I ran out the door to make it across the street to get to work. I decided to take a little short-cut through the Starbucks parking lot. I make it to a hill. Couldn't have been more that half a foot high so I try to manuver myself so I don't get my shoes wet. I trip on a stepping stone and go sliding down a hill and cover my whole body in mud. So for ten minutes I'm crying. I call my mom and then I go back to work, of course, I'm 10 minutes late and everyone starts to laugh at me. I dunno why all these bad things happen to me.
The only things keeping me sane at the moment are my Ayumi Hamasaki songs and her video and my collection of clips from the Buffy Musical. If I didn't have those, there'd be scars on my arms. And I'm sure you all know where.
12.29.2001
What's up with Meghan? One minute, we can't get enough of eachother. Then she promises to call me the next day and doesn't call me for the rest of the fucking week! Nothing is gonna work out between us if she can't even commit to a fucking friendship. And then she complains that Matt isn't treating her right. I've already told her that I'd treat her a million times better, and what does she do? She doesn't call me! We're supposed to do something next week. But the bitch is never home. Meghan and me are pretty much like Bonnie and Clyde. And I still care for her. Cause I'm stupid and I care about everyone. Stupid me. I wish I wasn't able to care. I want to be cold and heartless. That's my ideal character. Hard and shallow.
I went to San Francisco today. Although I like Japan Town, I'm not not all into anime as I used to. Of course I still like to buy little thinngies like a new face-plate for my cell phone and a flashing battery. But I'd like to do some other shopping that Japan Town. When we got off the BART station, I saw the biggest and most beautiful GAP store ever. There was an Old Navy down the street and a Virgin Megastore around the corner. Now those are stores. Not some janky mall to buy a bunch of Japanese stuff. I'd like to buy nicer stuff for a change. I still had a good time. Next time I go to the City, it's going to be Japan Town free. Cause there are so much better things to shop for.
12.28.2001
Today, an old friend of mine came to the movie theatre. Silvanna. We talked for a good 5 minutes about things. Like how Water World was without your's truly and if she's still Bootylicious after Destiny's Child went and turned our word into a song. Good song, but that was OUR word. Skinny bitches. She looked pretty good. I remember having a crush on her when I used to work there. But then Summer ended and I ended back in love with Rachael. That fat bitch. I hope she chokes on a rock.
Hey, do you smell something? Could it be the sweet smell of sucess? I THINK IT IS!
w00t! Kenny got in trouble today! Not only did he call me a faggot last week, but he made some cracks about Trisha's "loudness". His ass is grass, I can tell you that. Soon he'll be fired and then it'll just be me and my Big Daddy(Brendon). Kenny and Brendon are the only cute guys working there. Not including myself. ^.~
If you guys really loved me, you would get the Cyclops and Rogue toys from Booger King and send them to me. That would be nice of you. I have nothing to give in return. But I never do anyway, so HA!
w00t! Kenny got in trouble today! Not only did he call me a faggot last week, but he made some cracks about Trisha's "loudness". His ass is grass, I can tell you that. Soon he'll be fired and then it'll just be me and my Big Daddy(Brendon). Kenny and Brendon are the only cute guys working there. Not including myself. ^.~
If you guys really loved me, you would get the Cyclops and Rogue toys from Booger King and send them to me. That would be nice of you. I have nothing to give in return. But I never do anyway, so HA!
12.27.2001
Gasp! "Buffy" Cuts Her Hair!
-from E! online-
Buffy's about to cut that Spike right out of her hair. Either that or Buffy the Vampire Slayer is just taking a scissors-style poke at its old haircut-conscious network, the WB.
Whatever the case, brace yourselves, Scooby geeks: Sarah Michelle Gellar has chopped her long, blond locks for the January 8 episode of Buffy. According to a UPN press release, "In a moment of panic over her relationship with Spike, Buffy chops off her hair."
But before you start thinking Buffy went and pulled a Felicity--which, you might recall, spawned a hair-raising media frenzy and the WB's infamous "no haircut" policy--reps for Buffy say the snipping wasn't quite so drastic for the bloodsucker-battling heroine.
"It's not Keri Russell short," insists a spokeswoman for producer 20th Century Fox Television. The episode, appropriately titled "Gone," was filmed at the beginning of November, and "she cut barely five inches--it's to her shoulders," the Fox rep adds. "It looks like her hair did in the second season."
Still, the mere mention of a haircut seems to evoke memories of early 2000, when the WB's hair police issued a decree forbidding extreme haircuts from the young stars of Felicity, Dawson's Creek (news - Y! TV) and, yes, Buffy.
The reason? Felicity star Keri Russell had chopped her long, beautiful curls, which execs later blamed for Felicity's tumble in the ratings. The network suspected some viewers (guys, presumably) weren't too turned on by the new, shorter 'do. In the words of one network rep, Russell's "marketability" was "enhanced with the longer hair."
Unlike the WB, however, UPN spokeswoman Joanna Lowry says she's unaware of any network rules regarding haircuts. (Forehead wrinkles might be a different matter altogether, considering this is the Star Trek network.) She says UPN knew in advance of Gellar's lock-trimming. And no, the suits weren't too worried.
"Obviously, we were aware of the haircut, but the success of the show at this point does not hinge on Sarah Michelle Gellar's hairstyle," she says. "And we think she looks great."
Viewers will get a chance to decide for themselves January 8.
Fucking hair crazed WB loosers! Oh, wait! They weren't all upset when Cordellia cut her hair last season. TWICE! Then she bleached it. I hate the WB. They're two-sided. Just like guys. ():-)
-from E! online-
Buffy's about to cut that Spike right out of her hair. Either that or Buffy the Vampire Slayer is just taking a scissors-style poke at its old haircut-conscious network, the WB.
Whatever the case, brace yourselves, Scooby geeks: Sarah Michelle Gellar has chopped her long, blond locks for the January 8 episode of Buffy. According to a UPN press release, "In a moment of panic over her relationship with Spike, Buffy chops off her hair."
But before you start thinking Buffy went and pulled a Felicity--which, you might recall, spawned a hair-raising media frenzy and the WB's infamous "no haircut" policy--reps for Buffy say the snipping wasn't quite so drastic for the bloodsucker-battling heroine.
"It's not Keri Russell short," insists a spokeswoman for producer 20th Century Fox Television. The episode, appropriately titled "Gone," was filmed at the beginning of November, and "she cut barely five inches--it's to her shoulders," the Fox rep adds. "It looks like her hair did in the second season."
Still, the mere mention of a haircut seems to evoke memories of early 2000, when the WB's hair police issued a decree forbidding extreme haircuts from the young stars of Felicity, Dawson's Creek (news - Y! TV) and, yes, Buffy.
The reason? Felicity star Keri Russell had chopped her long, beautiful curls, which execs later blamed for Felicity's tumble in the ratings. The network suspected some viewers (guys, presumably) weren't too turned on by the new, shorter 'do. In the words of one network rep, Russell's "marketability" was "enhanced with the longer hair."
Unlike the WB, however, UPN spokeswoman Joanna Lowry says she's unaware of any network rules regarding haircuts. (Forehead wrinkles might be a different matter altogether, considering this is the Star Trek network.) She says UPN knew in advance of Gellar's lock-trimming. And no, the suits weren't too worried.
"Obviously, we were aware of the haircut, but the success of the show at this point does not hinge on Sarah Michelle Gellar's hairstyle," she says. "And we think she looks great."
Viewers will get a chance to decide for themselves January 8.
Fucking hair crazed WB loosers! Oh, wait! They weren't all upset when Cordellia cut her hair last season. TWICE! Then she bleached it. I hate the WB. They're two-sided. Just like guys. ():-)
12.26.2001
*cries* C.J. told me that my tongue is too big and fat to get pierced. Does he know what this is doing to my self confidence? Now I'm gonna have to loose weight in my tongue. My fucking tongue!!
Today was odd.
C.J. was flirting with all the girls that came to the theatre who were all under 16. And the fool's 21!
Ashley was randy as a mutha fucka.
Courtney was real quiet.
Nick was cute.
And I got a $5 tip for no reason. ^^;
C.J. was flirting with all the girls that came to the theatre who were all under 16. And the fool's 21!
Ashley was randy as a mutha fucka.
Courtney was real quiet.
Nick was cute.
And I got a $5 tip for no reason. ^^;
My X-mas sucked. Like always. What else is new?
THIS:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! How could she?? All those years. The last time Sarah cut her hair was the premire of season 2. All those years of watching her beautiful hair grow. *sobs*
She looks like fucking Calista Flockheart! Ugh!!! *pukes*
.....I still love ya, Sarah.
Not as much as I love Meghan, BTW ();-)
THIS:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! How could she?? All those years. The last time Sarah cut her hair was the premire of season 2. All those years of watching her beautiful hair grow. *sobs*
She looks like fucking Calista Flockheart! Ugh!!! *pukes*
.....I still love ya, Sarah.
Not as much as I love Meghan, BTW ();-)
12.25.2001
12.22.2001
I'm thinking with my overabundance of Christmas money, I'll finnaly buy me a domain name.
I'm thinking of radiant-tears.nu or radiant-heart.nu
Not sure.
What to be included will be this blog, everything from my personal site, ruby heart, and some extras that I've been working on.
I really need my computer fixed.
b00-h00 ():'-(
I'm thinking of radiant-tears.nu or radiant-heart.nu
Not sure.
What to be included will be this blog, everything from my personal site, ruby heart, and some extras that I've been working on.
I really need my computer fixed.
b00-h00 ():'-(
I bought my brother Dead Or Alive 3.
Thought it could cheer him up a little. You know what I mean. ();-)
Thought it could cheer him up a little. You know what I mean. ();-)
Happy Birthday to my brother, Randy.
He's sick though. Has a major ear infection. Poor thing.
I'm sick too. I couldn't get up this morning to go to College Park. I keep getting headaches like I'm about to throw up or something.
Poor me! >.<
I miss my Meghan.
He's sick though. Has a major ear infection. Poor thing.
I'm sick too. I couldn't get up this morning to go to College Park. I keep getting headaches like I'm about to throw up or something.
Poor me! >.<
I miss my Meghan.
I had the BEST time at the work Christmas party. The food, the presents, the sexual tention between me and Brendon. ():->
I predict by april, my Hunny-Buns will be MINE! BWAHAHAHA!!!!
Pink Cleo has spoken!
I predict by april, my Hunny-Buns will be MINE! BWAHAHAHA!!!!
Pink Cleo has spoken!
12.21.2001
Reading more Buffy Spoilers.
Apparently, there's rumors that the big bad wont be Willow at all. But it might be Riley and Drusilla.
The two become and item. You can guess that Riley's changed since he's been back from South America. And they find out that both of their previous partners are with eachother. They comence to make Buffy and Spike's lives a living hell.
But that sounds like it might be pretty cool but there are so much other things being posted. Like Willow being the big bad and Oz coming back. And Tara dieing. And Anya getting her powers back which results in the breakup of Xander and Anya.
I'm pretty sure this season wont end as well like the previous season.
Let's hope we get a happy ending next season.
Apparently, there's rumors that the big bad wont be Willow at all. But it might be Riley and Drusilla.
The two become and item. You can guess that Riley's changed since he's been back from South America. And they find out that both of their previous partners are with eachother. They comence to make Buffy and Spike's lives a living hell.
But that sounds like it might be pretty cool but there are so much other things being posted. Like Willow being the big bad and Oz coming back. And Tara dieing. And Anya getting her powers back which results in the breakup of Xander and Anya.
I'm pretty sure this season wont end as well like the previous season.
Let's hope we get a happy ending next season.
12.19.2001
Well everyone says I did really good last night. But I think I was awful. I really wish my voice wasn't so weak and sickly sounding. My voice is so scratchy and stuff. I'm comming down with something again. Shit!!
12.18.2001
I have another performance tonight at the junior high school. I'm so nervous. My voice is a little scratchy cause my brother decided to light incense last night and any form of smoke inhalation makes me sick. I hope I'm able to sing atleast my solo well. I don't really care for anything else cause I'm only an Alto.
12.17.2001
YAY! I can't wait till 2002!!
Ayu's new album is released 1/1/02!!
Ayumi Hamasaki: "I am..."
01. I am...
02. opening Run
03. Connected
04. UNITE!
05. evolution
06. Naturally
07. NEVER EVER
08. still alone
09. Daybreak
10. taskinlude
11. M
12. a song is born
13. Dearest
14. no more words
15. Endless sorrow ~gone with the wind ver.~
Ayu's new album is released 1/1/02!!
Ayumi Hamasaki: "I am..."
01. I am...
02. opening Run
03. Connected
04. UNITE!
05. evolution
06. Naturally
07. NEVER EVER
08. still alone
09. Daybreak
10. taskinlude
11. M
12. a song is born
13. Dearest
14. no more words
15. Endless sorrow ~gone with the wind ver.~
I've realized that most of the movies on pay-per-view are crap. Spy Kids. Blah! Jon Travolta scares the living crap out of me. I'm so tired of fucking movies. UGH!!
12.16.2001
Me and Meghan are seeing Harry Potter tonight! w00t!!
Hopefully.
Last night Sound Mix had a performance at some rich people's house. It was great. Everything they had was so beautiful. I felt like I was in heaven. Then when the performance was over, they sent us on our not-so-merry way! With cookies. While they treated themselves to expensive cheeses and alcohol. Dammit. Atleast give us a tour. We live in freakin Martinez for crying out loud!!
Hopefully.
Last night Sound Mix had a performance at some rich people's house. It was great. Everything they had was so beautiful. I felt like I was in heaven. Then when the performance was over, they sent us on our not-so-merry way! With cookies. While they treated themselves to expensive cheeses and alcohol. Dammit. Atleast give us a tour. We live in freakin Martinez for crying out loud!!
12.14.2001
My Flavor:
Mmm ... blueberry! Tangy and sweet, you're as fresh as a mountain sunrise and as natural as homemade jam. If you were a Broadway musical, you'd be The Sound of music — we can just picture you twirling for joy in an Alpine meadow. Best with breakfast cereal and pancakes, you're simple and refreshing, with just a touch of tartness to give you an edge. Always a favorite, people can't get enough of your spontaneous nature and easy-going approach to life. Who wouldn't be attracted to your sporty, summery flavor? Fun-loving and genuine, you're a truly tasty treat.
Mmm ... blueberry! Tangy and sweet, you're as fresh as a mountain sunrise and as natural as homemade jam. If you were a Broadway musical, you'd be The Sound of music — we can just picture you twirling for joy in an Alpine meadow. Best with breakfast cereal and pancakes, you're simple and refreshing, with just a touch of tartness to give you an edge. Always a favorite, people can't get enough of your spontaneous nature and easy-going approach to life. Who wouldn't be attracted to your sporty, summery flavor? Fun-loving and genuine, you're a truly tasty treat.
My Lucky Charm is:
Rabbit's Foot
There's just something mysterious about you when it comes to luck. That's why your good luck charm is a rabbit's foot.
Originating in the voodoo back waters of the bayou, the rabbit's foot is extremely powerful and brings good luck to all (except rabbits).
Some say that the rabbit must be killed during a full moon by a cross-eyed person and the left hind foot must be carried in the left jacket pocket for it to be truly lucky. However this is not always the case. Given the bunny's reputation for fertility, you might get lucky at the mere thought of a rabbit's foot.
Regardless of your ritual, carrying a colorful rabbit's foot is a constant reminder that you are lucky, and have great things to look forward to.
My ideal man:
Your type is the Jock:
If you're looking for a great body guy, you've found him! Your Jock is anatomically perfect. He's got all the right cuts and lines and curves. His six-pack comes from exercise, not from the convenience store. But, being the good person that you are, you are attracted to him for more than his aesthetically pleasing physique. It's hard for you to resist his extremely social nature. He's got a ton of friends, and he thrives around them. You like how people flock to your man. He is very popular and always part of the "cool crowd." There's no such thing as a party without him. He might tend to avoid intellectual discussions and political debates, but his energy and masculinity draw you in. Your Jock's a total guy's guy, and he will make you his Homecoming Queen!
*roflmao*
Rabbit's Foot
There's just something mysterious about you when it comes to luck. That's why your good luck charm is a rabbit's foot.
Originating in the voodoo back waters of the bayou, the rabbit's foot is extremely powerful and brings good luck to all (except rabbits).
Some say that the rabbit must be killed during a full moon by a cross-eyed person and the left hind foot must be carried in the left jacket pocket for it to be truly lucky. However this is not always the case. Given the bunny's reputation for fertility, you might get lucky at the mere thought of a rabbit's foot.
Regardless of your ritual, carrying a colorful rabbit's foot is a constant reminder that you are lucky, and have great things to look forward to.
My ideal man:
Your type is the Jock:
If you're looking for a great body guy, you've found him! Your Jock is anatomically perfect. He's got all the right cuts and lines and curves. His six-pack comes from exercise, not from the convenience store. But, being the good person that you are, you are attracted to him for more than his aesthetically pleasing physique. It's hard for you to resist his extremely social nature. He's got a ton of friends, and he thrives around them. You like how people flock to your man. He is very popular and always part of the "cool crowd." There's no such thing as a party without him. He might tend to avoid intellectual discussions and political debates, but his energy and masculinity draw you in. Your Jock's a total guy's guy, and he will make you his Homecoming Queen!
*roflmao*
This man is so fucking beautiful! I wish I could of auditioned. I could of worked with fine guys like him. *drool*
12.13.2001
Ugh! I have no money. I just got my pay check and another measily $96! That's not enough for Christmas shopping. I have to buy two presents for people and then I have to buy things that I acutally need, like a new pair of boots. I most likely don't have enough money for that. My mom wants me to get a new job but hell, by the time I acutally find a job and get hired, fucking Christmas will be over!
It's official, no Christmas this year Ryan.
And to top it all off, I just spilled a whole plate of french fries with ketchup all over my new bright blue denim pants! These fuckers were expensive!!
I'm so glad tomorrow's friday. Cause I really need to rest.
Nope, sorry. No pic today. I'm too pissed.
It's official, no Christmas this year Ryan.
And to top it all off, I just spilled a whole plate of french fries with ketchup all over my new bright blue denim pants! These fuckers were expensive!!
I'm so glad tomorrow's friday. Cause I really need to rest.
Nope, sorry. No pic today. I'm too pissed.
12.11.2001
So I saw two episodes of seasonn 5 Buffy on F/X and now a season 4 on UPN. They're treating me with lovely old-skool Buffy. BUT I WANT NEW EPISODES!! I don't want to wait till next year! ():'-(
Does anybody have any openings in their house? My dad just gave me the "it's my way or the highway" speeches and so I'm pretty much S.O.L. I told him he has no right make me do anything that I don't want to do. So in his little "I hate it when nothing goes my way so I'll take it out on my son" fits, is kicking me out. I'm so sure my mom will let him do that. She'll kick HIM out before kickig me out. He the fucker hasn't died of cardiac arrest already. I sometimes pray to the lord above to take that shit in his sleep. A boy can dream can't he?
12.10.2001
So apparently Jenny has been keeping her blog from me. Where are you Jenny's blog? You can't hide from me forever! Come out little blog! Y00000 H00000!!!
You know what I haven't done in a while? Read my cards. Maybe because I'm really bad at it or it really doesn't intrest me. Either way I don't give a fuck.
Here's a little advice to future parents. Never ground your child from the computer because he has a bad grade in math. Either way, he'll still wont do the work. You might as well give up. *nod*
The neighbors behind us are pissing me off with all this patriotism shit. First they put a flag up, then they put up a whole fucking flag pole! And now they have put their Christmas lights up. They're red, white, and blue fucking christmas lights! And then there's a spotlight on the flag pole! Fucking take that shit down! It's hard to sleep when there's a bunch of damn lights in my window! I hate neighors. If it was up to me, I'd get rid of all of them in this neighborhood. Then I'd expan this house into a castle. Then I'd kick my retarted parents out. They can live in the shelter with the neighbors I put out.
Someone tell my WHY Duane is all in my business? I walk in to class and he's asking questions about Derek or Dan. I'm like "it's none of your fucking business, you fucking wanker!"
Fucking people suck! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!
ahh, that's better. ():-)
The neighbors behind us are pissing me off with all this patriotism shit. First they put a flag up, then they put up a whole fucking flag pole! And now they have put their Christmas lights up. They're red, white, and blue fucking christmas lights! And then there's a spotlight on the flag pole! Fucking take that shit down! It's hard to sleep when there's a bunch of damn lights in my window! I hate neighors. If it was up to me, I'd get rid of all of them in this neighborhood. Then I'd expan this house into a castle. Then I'd kick my retarted parents out. They can live in the shelter with the neighbors I put out.
Someone tell my WHY Duane is all in my business? I walk in to class and he's asking questions about Derek or Dan. I'm like "it's none of your fucking business, you fucking wanker!"
Fucking people suck! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!
ahh, that's better. ():-)
12.09.2001
If one doctor doctors another doctor, does the doctor who doctors the doctor doctor the doctor the way the doctor he is doctoring doctors? Or does he doctor the doctor the way the doctor who doctors doctors?
Say that 3 times twice!!
Say that 3 times twice!!
I'm getting a X Box Dammit! Do you see those... ur um.... Pixels??
Oh come on! A Bud Light!!??!
I miss Meghan. I need to get her number so I can call her. And we can talk shit about people we don't like. *giggle*
And at work, I'm secret santa to: Courtney
And at work, I'm secret santa to: Courtney
The party at Jennifer's church was nice. We were the best act. I can't wait till Next saturday cause we'll be at the rich lady's house again. And THIS time I'm going to be there!
Wow, these Buffy spoilers are a trip!
Still uncertian who the big bad will be this season. So far it's confirmed Willow but some time down the line, she'll loose her powers. Then right before the wedding, D'Hoffryn will return and give Anya her powers back. And then Warren will proove to be the evilest member of the Troika. Maybe he'll get rid of Jonathon and the other guy and have Willow and Anyanka join. Maybe together, they'll be the big bad. And what about Amy? This is confusing little Ryan! Why aren't they using the Buffy Formula??
Still uncertian who the big bad will be this season. So far it's confirmed Willow but some time down the line, she'll loose her powers. Then right before the wedding, D'Hoffryn will return and give Anya her powers back. And then Warren will proove to be the evilest member of the Troika. Maybe he'll get rid of Jonathon and the other guy and have Willow and Anyanka join. Maybe together, they'll be the big bad. And what about Amy? This is confusing little Ryan! Why aren't they using the Buffy Formula??
12.07.2001
Oh look! I'm high matainance!!
Material Upkeep
Although you definitely appreciate a first-class lifestyle, you don't feel a constant need to indulge yourself. Sure, it's fun to spoil yourself with fancy dinners or designer clothes every once in a while, but you probably don't need everything in your life to be top of the line all the time. Congratulations! You know how to indulge yourself the right way — in moderation.
Emotional Upkeep
Demanding, aren't you? Well, when it comes to relationships, anyway. Seems like you tend to crave reassurance that you're the center of your loved one's attention. You need your partner to shower you with affection — expressed in both words and actions — in order to feel satisfied and fulfilled. It's completely normal and healthy to want to be appreciated and loved, but try to keep in mind that couplehood is a two-way street — you only get as much as you give.
Personal Upkeep
You definitely care about how you present yourself, but probably not enough to let your appearance dictate what you do, where you go, and who you spend time with. Sure, you take pride in your appearance, but you know that some things are more important than looks. That's a great attitude — looks like you've achieved a very healthy balance between narcissism and neglect.
Material Upkeep
Although you definitely appreciate a first-class lifestyle, you don't feel a constant need to indulge yourself. Sure, it's fun to spoil yourself with fancy dinners or designer clothes every once in a while, but you probably don't need everything in your life to be top of the line all the time. Congratulations! You know how to indulge yourself the right way — in moderation.
Emotional Upkeep
Demanding, aren't you? Well, when it comes to relationships, anyway. Seems like you tend to crave reassurance that you're the center of your loved one's attention. You need your partner to shower you with affection — expressed in both words and actions — in order to feel satisfied and fulfilled. It's completely normal and healthy to want to be appreciated and loved, but try to keep in mind that couplehood is a two-way street — you only get as much as you give.
Personal Upkeep
You definitely care about how you present yourself, but probably not enough to let your appearance dictate what you do, where you go, and who you spend time with. Sure, you take pride in your appearance, but you know that some things are more important than looks. That's a great attitude — looks like you've achieved a very healthy balance between narcissism and neglect.
So apparently to Emode, my color is yellow.
Yellow
You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!
Ryan, your theme song is Cowboy!
Whoa, big fella. There's a swagger to your walk and you haven't even hit the play button yet. Whether it's in your car, on your walkman or cranked to 11 on your home system, Kid Rock's "Cowboy" gets your giddyup going.
Yellow
You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!
Ryan, your theme song is Cowboy!
Whoa, big fella. There's a swagger to your walk and you haven't even hit the play button yet. Whether it's in your car, on your walkman or cranked to 11 on your home system, Kid Rock's "Cowboy" gets your giddyup going.
NOOO! I have to get up to go to a stoopid employee meeting at work? WHY! WHY! 9:00AM? You crazy bastards!
12.05.2001
So me and Megan are chillin at lunch when Matt's little brother walks by. We were once again 12 year old school girls falling for the hot "boy in high school". It was damn funny considering the fact that we're both older than him and that Meghan's dating his older brother. We didn't care. Meghan has told me thousands of times that she got the wrong Nunes. I think she's wrong. Cause I want Danny. She can have Matt. ();->
I'm only working Saturday and then I get to go to a church resital for Sound Mix. Hurrah for me! I get to sing for Mormons! Hey, free FOOD!
I'm only working Saturday and then I get to go to a church resital for Sound Mix. Hurrah for me! I get to sing for Mormons! Hey, free FOOD!
12.04.2001
We have 59 cans and boxes of food for the food drive and we're definatly gonna win. I even got Duane to bring in two cans. w00t!! Krispy Kreme donuts for us! I guess I'll have to take Duane to the movies now. Oh damn. ();-)
I changed the layout! All this fruit reminds me of the Summer. I told Meghan today that one day I'd like to own a timeshare in Australia just so I can stay in the Summer sun all year long. I hate the Winter time. It sucks! ():-p
So far this has got to be the worst day of my life. And I mean it this time. Everyone's being such bitches to me that the only people I want in my life are my family and my friend Meghan. Because she's cool and she doesn't give me any shit or any stoopid ass opinions and suggestions that my current friends seem so fair to give me. 9_9
I'm leaving next semester on home schooling because I can't deal with school anymore. If I continue to go there, I know for a fact that I won't be able to graduate. I'm just gonna disappear and hopefully everyone will forget me. I'll only let Meghan know that I'm still alive. Did I mention how great she is? Which reminds me, I have to type this funny thing up for her.
I'm leaving next semester on home schooling because I can't deal with school anymore. If I continue to go there, I know for a fact that I won't be able to graduate. I'm just gonna disappear and hopefully everyone will forget me. I'll only let Meghan know that I'm still alive. Did I mention how great she is? Which reminds me, I have to type this funny thing up for her.
12.02.2001
Have you ever hated someone so much yet wanted them so badly? That's the case with Kenny. I hate that little fucker. But every time I see him, I get these feelings for him. Godammit! Make them stop! >.< Stoopid little freak! I hate Kenny!
12.01.2001
So maybe I did go to the mall last night and bought a little too much "Rewards". I guess I'll have to hide my money now. That's it. Hide some of it. That way I'll never end up broke.
I didn't go to the try-outs. I didn't think I'd have enough time to be a cheerleader. I'm so gonna regret that. Now I have to miss my Chorus recital because of my job. Damn job!
I didn't go to the try-outs. I didn't think I'd have enough time to be a cheerleader. I'm so gonna regret that. Now I have to miss my Chorus recital because of my job. Damn job!
Ryan is 21 years old and lives in Martinez, CA. His interests include shopping, writing, and sleeping. He is currently a student at Diablo Valley College. His current love is Veronica Mars.
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