Chrysalis

I guess the two good luck charms that I bought yesterday aren't good luck at all.

I woke up unable to breathe. I don't know if I'll ever shake this cold. I've had it all month. And not hearing from Meghan for the fourth day has put me in an even angrier mood. I came to work upset and I left work crying. Though I was only at work for 4 hours. Wanna know why?
It started at 8, when I was on break. I went to Nob Hill to get a deli sandwich. But the lady was slow as hell and took her 10 minutes to make a fucking sandwich. I only have 20 minute breaks so I had to haul ass to the checkout line and of course, there were 6 people in front of me. I realized that I wouldn't have time to eat my lovely sandwich that the stupid bitch took so long to prepare. So when I finnaly paid for my stuff, I ran out the door to make it across the street to get to work. I decided to take a little short-cut through the Starbucks parking lot. I make it to a hill. Couldn't have been more that half a foot high so I try to manuver myself so I don't get my shoes wet. I trip on a stepping stone and go sliding down a hill and cover my whole body in mud. So for ten minutes I'm crying. I call my mom and then I go back to work, of course, I'm 10 minutes late and everyone starts to laugh at me. I dunno why all these bad things happen to me.
The only things keeping me sane at the moment are my Ayumi Hamasaki songs and her video and my collection of clips from the Buffy Musical. If I didn't have those, there'd be scars on my arms. And I'm sure you all know where.

posted by ryryguy @ 10:50 PM