Chrysalis

Boy was I snapped into reality today. I showed Nikita my picture of Meghan and Duane on my binder and she was like, "eeew! He's butt ass ugly!" She kept telling me how much better I could do. Which is the truth I guess. I'm always settling for second best. It gets really annoying cause I do it so the more deserving people get their first pick. But what about what I want? I could have anybody I wanted if I wasn't so fucking timid. I should really stop being a people pleaser and please myself instead. *nod*

posted by ryryguy @ 8:34 PM