Chrysalis

GRRR! I don't know what to do anymore! Fucking Meghan with her wishy-washy ways just pisses me off. I love her to death but if she can't see that Matt makes unhappy, then she's just as stupid and shallow as the rest of them. It's not MY fault. I offered her better and she still chooses him! Her family even likes me! Now that's saying something.

Speaking of her family. Her sister was at the theatre today. She INSTANTLY remembers me and we talk with her and her boyfriend.
But enough about Meghan.

You know who was at the theatre today? ZACK WAS! Me and Liz thought we'd never see him again. Too bad. We should of wished to never see his girlfriend again. :-/
He's way to pretty to be with her. He should be with me.
Before I left, I got to hand feed Brendon a green Sour Patch Kid. Like I said before. I'm winning him over. He doesn't need Drusilla.
And Zack's girlfriend looks like fucking Darla. I think someone should call Angel. I'll be Cordellia! *^^*

Sad thing is when I like a person, I'll never tell them. Know why? Because the last time I did, I ended up cutting myself. And with the next few months marking the year since me and Rachael ceased to exist, I'd like not to let this Valentine's Day be a reflection of what happened last year.


I still have the scars on my arm....

posted by ryryguy @ 1:24 AM