Chrysalis

LOL! Evy came to work today in her Viero. No lisence. No parental consent. It was pretty funny. She sucked so bad at parking. I was laughing at her so hard. Then I remembered. I still don't know how to drive. So I guess she's better at it than I am.
But that's all gonna change. My parents might buy me my new dream yellow Volkswagen Beetle. But I have to give up my job. I can't continue to work and keep a car at such low wages. I mean, I get paid so much but it still doesn't seem to be enough. And there are no good jobs out there for someone who is only 18 and still in high school. What will I do? Working there, I'll be able to see all my friends who'll I'll leave behind when I graduate.

I saw Nikita today. I've missed her so much and worry for her everyday. She was doing really well. She's got a job and is doing well at school. Everything should be falling into place for her. As for me, I can never get a damn break in my life. There's always something or somebody holding me back.

posted by ryryguy @ 10:45 PM