8.14.2002

I'm so tired of people leaving me. First Ashley and Afton, and now Evy. Tonight she quit. As soon as word spread to me, I felt this feeling in my stomach. Like I was going to throw up or something. You know that feeling you get before you cry? That's what I've been experiencing all night. It sucks. I don't want to feel this way. I don't everyone to leave me. Not at all. I don't want to be alone. I've been having this reacuring dream where I'm with all my friends and one by one, they all disappear. And I'm stuck in this blury void all alone. And the only thing keeping me company are my tears. I know that sounds cheesy, but it's true.

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