Chrysalis

How can I put this lightly? Today fucking sucked!!
First off, I get on the bus to school. And I have my first class. It goes by rather quickly, then as I'm leaving to drama, Jeanna asks me if I want a ride home today. I refuse. So in drama class, we started blocking out performances. It was nice. Althogh when I went up, I didn't have my timing right and I had to walk out the door with a backpack that wasn't closed. Don't worry, it wasn't mine, IT WAS PART OF THE SCENE! ;_; So then I had world mythology and we were talking about fathers who make all these promises and never keep them. Some girl in the class asked whose father is actually like that and I said that mine was. The teacher took pity on me again. I don't know what's up with him. I'm seriously worried that he probably thinks I'm a nut-case. That and it's hard making friends here. No one seems to laugh at my jokes like they did in high school. Then, we were excused early and I was able to catch an early bus home. But the bus, which I caught at 3pm, was full of high school and jr. high school kids. As soon as I got on, I felt like some old man yelling, "You damn kids!" But I'm a child myself. But I even felt out of sync with the people on the bus. It's like I'm not cool enough for anybody. How is that even possible? Now I'm all depressed. I need to go shopping to get my mind off these things.

posted by ryryguy @ 8:47 PM