Chrysalis

I'm really sad. I woke up today after a nice nap and I hear my favorite song. "Who..." by Ayumi Hamasaki. Usually, the song makes me feel a little sad, but it's a beautiful sadness. Today, I found myself bawling singing along. I have no idea why. I kept thinking about the past. About Rachael and things and looking towards the future and realized that my life sucks. Seriously. I wish I could turn back time. That way I wouldn't have made all the mistakes that I did in the past. But I can't. I'll have to find something to look forward to in the future.
Rian needs to prioritize. I'm gonna go take a shower.

posted by ryryguy @ 10:38 PM