Chrysalis: 02/01/2002

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BAH!! Buffy.com didn't send me a Anya & Xander wedding invitation. Those bitches! Fuck them all! >:O

Speaking of Riley, Dawn has become quite the Little Extra lately. A writer said she was suffering from the Riley-Syndome - essential one season but useless the next. It certainly seems to be coming true. Earlier this season we found out about her shoplifting and that was resolved in a questionable manner. She also trapped everyone in the house while she sulked and wished they could never leave. Now she's just moodswinging between bitch/sweetheart. Personally, I hope Hank takes her away soon.
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*gasp!* What luck! :D

Wait till I tell Rose and Angela. *giggle*

*Squeak!!* Perfect day today! First off, Ms. Stone let me sit and read outside. Cause I told her how much I miss chillin outside and I don't have time for anything. I was so greatful that I almost cried. But of course I had to keep from bawling.
So I was just talking to Matt when he just up and left. We were starting a argument too. Little piece of shit. But anyway. Dan gets on the computer and starts talking to me. God, he was great. He was more talkative than Matt was. And really sweet too. I offered to give him some of my M&M's tomorrow. He said thank you. He's very soft spoken and sweet like Matt is. But Matt pisses me off. So we talked for a bit and I told him how me and Meghan think he's cute. OH BABY! That boy is more than cute. He's a god. A fucking god. I'd sale my soul to be with him.

What Sex Toy Are You?

Preach on, sex toy! I do need to stop pleasing others.

Damn Nita, I didn't know you liked Charles. That's pretty damn sad. But I'll tell you something. I was attracted to him a while ago. But he's such an asshole that you want to choke him until he turns blue. Lil' ho!
But don't worry. You'll get over him soon enough.

*sigh* I'm sitting here in Ms. Stone's class all by myself. I was hoping someone(Duane) would come by just to see how I was. But no. ;_;
It gets scary in here. I just heard a crow. *shudder*
And I'm hungry. My mom hasn't given me any money.

LMAO!! Here's a tip, when you want to piss someone you don't like off, don't key their car and write "Bicth" on the rear-mirror. Some Vicente kids did that to Jenna's car. How retarted are they? Please.

So I'm thinking on asking Evy to prom. I like her and all. But I HATE her friends. They're mean, cold, and shallow. I don't even know why she hangs with them. She's so much better than they are. Well that's just my opinion. Evil bitches. Now I hear that they have organized some silly dance routine to do during the dance. Come to think about it, I'd never do the same thing again. Because I hate her friends. Why do you think I quit GSA? I only went because Evy was there and Ms. Stone wanted me to join. Other than that, I'd never would have joined. They're a bunch of evil, stuck-up bitches.
I'm not even sure she'd even say yes. I don't want to ride in a limo with her friends. I might end up hurting one of them. Especially Brian. I don't know what the hell his childhood trauma is, but I wish he'd disappear. In the unexpected accident sort of way. Wow. I've never wished anything like that on a person before. But he really agrivates me. To the point of actualy hating him.

I thought I was going with Meghan. But the way things are going, I don't know who to go with. Trisha thinks she's forcing me to go with Frances. But she's severly mistaken. I promised to go with Frannie to HER prom, not mine. And I could easily drop Trisha and her controling ways like a bad habbit.

Like I was talking earlier, I want to be married. But not to some Joe Blow. Or some wishy-washy bitch either. I want to be with a real prince. You see, I'm Cinderella. And I'll deal with all this shit and drama untill I find my fairy godmother to take me away to meet my prince. I used to think that Alicia was my godmother. The way that she believed in me and Rachael. She was my prince. Boy was I taken for a ride. Turns out the both of them were my evil step-sisters. I did think once that Meghan was my prince. The way we instantly clicked. And how much we seemed so much alike. But now, I don't know who the hell my prince is. Sad. I don't want to end up an old maid. ;_;

Blah! Jenny said that my bright blue pants are ugly. She said they were ugly "yellow" pants. Did she forget my favorite color just happens to be yellow? How rude.
HA, Jenny's jealous cause I have more style than she does. Bright blue pants are IN! IN, dammit, IN!!!

Bwohohohoho!! I got Joshy! Jenny got ugly old Elijah Wood! HA! >:-D

Oh no! See, Trisha is starting to piss me off. She wants everything to go her way and I'm starting to get sick of it. I'm just darn there close to letting her go.
I didn't get a chance to see Meghan today. She'd be my new best friend if she wasn't so busy all the time.

YELLOW
symbolizes fear, intellectuality, perfection... and wisdom. The planet Mercury also rules yellow, which is another symbolic item of wisdom. You must be a smart person, with wisdom in all things and a liking ofperfection; and taste of pure colors.

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I've been so stressed lately. With work, school, school, school, and work, I have no time for Ryan. It's pretty bad. I'm loosing myself. We're experencing a stationary front at the moment and the weather has been so clear and warm. Yesterday, there wasn't even a cloud in the sky. I'm usually one to pick up this but the other day, I went to school in a long-sleved shirt and a sweater. I nearly died. My allergies were in full bloom. I thought I wasn't gonna make it. But today was a little easier. I took my allergy pill and I had my blue pants on with a white polo shirt. But still, I've been feeling disconnected with the world. I can't remember the last time I layed out on the grass and read a book among all the wild flowers. Now I stay indoors all the time. And work, and work, and work. I have no time for a social life. No time to spend with friends. Meghan's championship game is tomorrow, I think. Or did I miss it? Oh well, I still couldn't have gone if I tried. Not Ryan. No. I'm too busy for Meghan's game. Come to think about it, I can't remember the last time I even gave Meghan a hug. Or the last time I told her how pretty she looked. I've been too caught up with work. *sigh*
No use wishing for a relationship when I can't comit 100%, know what I mean?
I've been thinking a lot about it and I wonder why I even wish for it at all. I have tons more than most people my age. I have a bunch of people in my life who actually care about me. Every person in my life affects me in a positive way. I have family. Even though most of it is pretty disfunctional, there are still some characters that I love and they love me just as much. I have a job. And while working at a small-town movie theatre isn't much to some, it's the best job I've ever had. I get along with everyone. I don't hate. I try my best to understand where everyone comes from. I have all the material possesions I want. Sure, call me spoiled. Call me whatever you want. But you can't call me lonely. Cause my life is full of great things and great people and each experence I have will make me stronger. I take the good with the bad. I do cry myself to sleep wishing for conpanionship. But that's all I can do, really. I mean I could be like most kids my age and not give into love and romance and just give into lust. But I'm not that kind of person. I want more than just someone's body. And I'm so sorry that it makes me weak. I chose to save myself years ago. When I was a child. I'd have my whole wedding planned out. *giggle* I can remember running up to boys at school and asking them to marry me. I guess that's why it's so hard for me to decide my future. Everything I see myself doing, I see my partner with me. I could do anything with the right person by my side.
So, what does this all mean? Do I stop making myself known? Step away from the spotlight? Would I really give up everything I worked(or didn't) so hard at obtaining? Just sit around and wait? I already know that I can't keep myself away from the spotlight. Because I've finally made it there. It's taken my 4 years to get to the top.
If I would had stayed the way I was three years ago, I'd never have the friends or support that I have now. I was an uber geek, nerd, poser, loser, freak, etc.. I was bad. I just had to finally realize the only way I'd get noticed would be to make some changes. I got rid of my glasses. Lost a few pounds. Started taking care of myself. Lost the nerdy language and I finally got lucky with a case of "coolness", which I've tried so hard these past years to get. And I love it. Now people look up to me. They love and admire me and that's all I really wanted. I still have a super long way to go. I guess I just answered my question. What my real goal in life is. I want to be loved. Not just petty, feel sorry for me love. REAL love. The kind you can't describe. And the only way to do that is to be myself and to love myself. Something that my friends, old, new, former, have tried to tell me for years. I never wanted to listen. But now that I have, and shown that the real me isn't "cool" or "geeky", that I was me. There's no label to describe that. People used my kindness for weakness. Every once in a while I'd try to hide it. But it's hard. Now I embrace my gift. The ability to love others. Even if they don't love me. I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Love is my gift.

Which Evil Criminal are You?

The Macs at this school sucks. They're only good for their fast internet connections. *nod*

I'm so tired! I only got 4 hours of sleep last night. I'd go home now but I have night school in like 10 minutes. That sucks. I have to sit there for three hours while I'm dead tired. I have no money so I can't even get anything to eat. I better keep my gum. When I get super hungry, I'll just swallow it or something. That'll last 7 or 8 years. But that's only a last resourt. Just in case I end up dying of hunger or anything.

LOL! Today at lunch, Jenny was in the snack line and I wanted another dollar so I could get spagetti. But she said no so I offered to go down on her. Just as I say it, Brendon walks over. It was hilarious. The look on her face. Priceless.

Evy's blouse today matched my bright blue pants. She looked so cute. But so did I. Of course, I look good everyday. BWAHAHAHA!!

I forgot to tell you all Friday that Hillary embarrased me in front of this cute guy at work. She's mean! *sniffle*
I did my best to cheer Evy up of whatever was bothering her. It worked but her face was still so sad. Maybe she was just tired. But it really bothers me to see her suffer so much and she won't tell me what's up. I hate when people do that! >.<

Which My Little Pony Are You?

YELLOW

You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.

Find out your color at Stvlive.com!

And now, the ULTIMATE personality test!!

What Ayumi Hamasaki song are you?
Quiz by Mika Tsukino

Yuck! Journalism class was in the Writing Center. WHY did I sit next to Meghan, who was sitting next to Matt?

Meghan: "What?"
Matt: "Nothing."
Meghan: "Ok..."
Matt: "What?"
Megha: "Nothing."
Matt: "Ok, fine."
Meghan: "Quit being mean!"
Matt: "I'm not being mean."
Meghan: "Then stop it!"
Matt: "Stop what? You stop it!"

Me: "Why don't I sit between you two so you both will fucking stop it! >.<
Matt: "Why don't you chill out, Ryan."
Me: "Don't tell me to chill out, MATT!"
Matt: "Shut up, Ryan. No one wants to hear you."
Me: "Matt, don't make me get ghetto in here.."
Matt: "I'd like to see you try."
Me: "Lord Jesus, don't make me slap this white boy!"

More drama for your baby's mama.
I finnaly gave Nikita's friend(forget his name) my number so he can give it to her. I found out from Ashley that she was arrested for drunken shoplifting. And they found out that she's buleamic. When I heard this I felt my heart sink. I love Nikita. She was the only person in my Anthropology class who liked me. Now whenever I'm in that class and I say something, people say mean things about me under their breaths. It's sorta depressing. I feel even more awful knowing that I can never truly help these people until I help myself. I have my own set of problems to work out. But I push them aside to help everybody else's problem. I much rather help them than help myself.

What is YOUR Highschool label?

I urge everyone to take the colorgenics quiz. You won't believe how acurate your color readings are. It's funky fresh!
Take a look at my colorgenics profile

Gah! I've been so busy. I only have time enough to do the easiest homework so I at least have time to sleep. I only pray I'll pass this final semester. Did I mention Mr. Reichert's an evil asshole?
Mr. Reichert's an evil asshole.

I'm really worried about Evy. I've tried all I can but she still wont let herself confide in me. Today in class she was crying again. I was walking to the door of her classroom and Crystal came to me and told me she was crying. She's been like this for a while and it reminds me of how I was feeling last year around the same time. It looks like she's far more worse than I was. Or still am. I hope she knows how much I care for her. If that makes her feel a little bit better. Knowing that one soul is out there for her. That's all I needed. Just someone to tell me that they loved me.

I love you, Evelyn.

Good god, I'm bored. I guess I'll do homework now. :-/

Which Jewel song are you most like? Find out!

I'm not that innocent!

you're a bored, innocent little blue-haired girl. take the quiz here.

I could play a better Cordelia than that!

Please, this girl thinks she's Cordelia Chase. Whatever, C.Delia Chase. Everyone knows Cordy is a fictional character played by Charisma Carpenter.

Sorry, after finding out that the Ayu live journal was fake, I've been on a rampage.

I was meant to be a member of Pierrot! I'm not too wild, but not too bland, either -- just the right mix of both, and a well-kept secret.

Take the "Which J-Rock Band Should You Be a Member Of?" quiz by

malloreigh

I wouldn't want to be in a J-Rock band. I'd be a soloist. Just like Ayumi Hamasaki. I'd write all my own music and come out on stage looking super cute. *starts to sing VOGUE*

Which Star-Crossed Marvel Lover Are You?

A YELLOW Dragon Lies Beneath!

I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a Yellow Dragon on the inside. My Inner Dragon is the most interesting of all. Yellows are the fourth rarest dragon of all (after Gold, Platinum and Chromatic dragons). They spend the vast majority of their time soaring high above the ground, often for no particular reason. They love to be in the air, and are thus typified as the Air Elemental dragon. All of the Elemental dragons are technically aligned "Chaotic Evil" but a Yellow is about as close as they come to being Neutral. So if you catch me being sweet, it's perfectly normal. But it might be a feint.

I like to spend time in silent, aerial meditation and would only really attack someone if provoked. My favorable attributes are the sunrise, Spring, incense, clouds, and any kind of helpful air current. When it's needed, my breath weapon is pure bolts of Lightning. How's that for a neat piece of carry-on luggage? See you amongst the clouds!

I had the worst day today. I got my package but I'm too sick to enjoy them. I was supposed to go to work today at 3, but I called in. They made me call other people to cover my shift. Of course, I can never find anyone. So I just stayed home. I don't really care. They treat me like shit at the theatre anyway. And I wasn't about to walk in there feeling like hell and getting everyone sick. There are health regulations, dumb asses. Contra Costa Cinemas can kiss my sick ass.

heh.. that's the medication talking.

Two asprins, a nasal decongestant, and chased it all down with apple juice. Someone please, dare me to drive?

So I didn't put in my cap and gown order cause I figured I wasn't graduating. Not on time at least.
Why won't anybody call me? It's lonely here when you have a 102 temperature. ;_;

I thought my order from Amazon would arrive today. I was sadly mistaken. Why must the US Postal Service play with a young sick boy's dreams. I want to play my Sonic game! AND I want to play my "A Walk..." soundtrack. Teehee, Evy's gonna be jealous. She doesn't know that Shane West is in a band and one of their songs in on the soundtrack. *cackles.... then sneezes.... then cackles some more*

Speaking of Evy, I saw her today. We only glanced at eachother and she laughed at a joke I made. ;_;

What's Eric's deal? One minute he's cool, the next, he's freaking out over something I did that I don't remember what I did. What the hell? Why can't he let things go?
And why do I like him so much. Blah!!

What is Matt's deal? He doesn't respond to what I wrote him but tells Meghan that it doesn't affect him. Well it would or he would have responded to me the other night.

Me Ashley, and Trisha were talking about mean people. Especially this guy named Brian. And I thought no one at school could have as much attitude as me. I was wrong. He has enough attitude for the whole school. But anyway. Everytime you say something to him, like a complement, he just replies with a "yeah, whatever."
Like he thinks he's the greatest thing since the creation of cheez whiz.

It reminds me of the TLC song, "Case Of The Fake People"

Blah! I'm sick. Whetever the hell my brother had, he gave it to me. I can't breathe. ;_;

I took the What Mythological Creature Are you? test by
peacefulchaos

Cool! What the fuck is an Erinyes? o__O

auroraXK: .....hi matt
auroraXK: I really miss you
auroraXK: I can't deny my feelings anymore
auroraXK: Matt, I love you!
auroraXK: you're a cute little biscut
auroraXK: fine then...
auroraXK: you little bitch
auroraXK: if you don't answer me, you're gonna get slapped
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ROFLMAO!!!

Meghan put me up to it.
Now who in their right mind wouldn't respond to THAT?

I haven't seen Evy all day. Leave me alone. ;_;

I just bought three things from Amazon.
Sonic Advance
A Walk To Remember soundtrack
and the A Walk to Remember book

YAY!

I am 81-100% Ghetto

I am GHETTO FABULOUS.

How? I live in fucking cornfed whiteville Martinez!! There is no such thing as ghetto in Martinez. >.<

I hurt my ankle last night at the dance. Damn people didn't get out my way and I fell on the bleachers. Now my ankle is hurting. >.<

I'm still really tired. But at least I got up this morning. :-/

You know what's sad? I didn't get a dance ticket cause there was no one there!!
But my brother bought his in advanced, and he has the flu and had a 102.7 degree temperature. So I took his ID and got into the dance as him. It was pretty funny.
Evy was two hours late. I was sort of pissed. By the time she got there I had danced with three other girls and I was too hot and sweaty to take my picture.
And so we start dancing and the girl was all over the place. I dunno why she can't dance. She has the rythm and, of course, the body. I think she's afraid to let go. That's why she "lets go." It was so hard keep up. >.<
And she wouldn't let me get within a two foot radius of her. And I didn't get to feel on her booty! ;_;

I just found out that Ayu's Live Journal is fake! Damn. It's still enjoyable to read though.

Odd, I set my alarm clock to wake me up at 10 this morning. But when I woke up at 10:45 my clock said it was 5:45am. How the hell did that happen? o__O

Well now that I'm up, I have to go to school to buy my dance ticket. And then I'm gonna buy me a new outfit to wear.

*GAYBOY SCREAM*
AYU HAS A LIVE JOURNAL!!!!!!!!

Her English is a little fustrating, but come on? It's Ayumi Hamasaki! My HERO! *dies*

Check it Out!!

Damn, the hole in my head closed up. Goodbye Eyebrow Ring Boy. You were my favorite alias. I'll just get it redone.

But I have news to be happy about. I have a date to the dance! It's Evy!! :-D
Since Meghan hasn't given me an answer and her telling Duane in class on Monday that she wasn't going, I figured that I shouldn't go either.
But Evy convinced me to go with her today. And I thought Evy didn't like me anymore. So I considered it for a good ten, fifteen minutes and I called her at work and told her to definately look for me at the dance. YAYNESS! I have a date to the dance. Finally.
I'm really sorry, but I just can't wait for Meghan anymore. I mean I know she's the "one" but she needs to get her head together first. Good things are worth waiting for.

Speaking of Big Mama "M", I went to her game today. And even though she swears she played bad, I thought she was amazing. Maybe because I don't watch sports. But I mean, she had to be doing something good. We won 80-something to 40-something.

The Varsity Boys game was intense. I didn't think we'd win. But Eric won the game with his winning free throws. *giggle* He has the nicest biceps. Maybe I should call him. NAH!!!

Well now I have to go get some sleep. I have to do some pre-dance shopping. Evy hasn't told me what she's wearing. But she says it's really cute. But I don't really care what she's wearing. She looks cute in anything. ^^;;

SHIT!!! I just broke the second holster to my cell phone!
These fucking things cost $10!!
Maybe I should go to the mall and see if the cute guy is there. That way I could use my charms to get me a new one for half off or something. :->
I wish

The Talent Show at school was a complete RIP OFF!
There were only a few good acts. But in all, there are no talented kids at my school. Maybe I should of tried out. Maybe then I'd put some actuall work into the performance.
Melody was so cool. Her song that's currently untitled was great. I've heard her working on it before.
Allison was good too. But you can only hear so much of Alicia Keys's "Fallin"
I don't even like Alicia Keys. Blah!

The best part was when the teachers came out and danced to Nsync's "Bye, bye, bye"
But that was the end of the fucking show. I had to sit there for a whole hour of no talent loosers just to see the stars of the show. The fucking teachers. Poo! Poo on your shoe!

This is weird. I feel like all my friends are slipping away from me. Me and Meghan used to be best friends. Now she seems so distant. And Evy too. All my friends actually. I wonder why. Maybe I'm becoming distant and I don't know it yet. Why would that be?

My room is still a mess from my tantrum last night. At least I didn't burn anything like I did last year. That was a trip. But I did manage to put some scars on my arm with my trusty fork. Yes, that's right. Out of all the sharp objects I could use to harm myself with, I chose a fucking fork. Big damage there, Ry.

Like the pressure wasn't on enough. My grandma just called me and told me that I better graduate or she'll take my graduation "present" back to the dealer. DAMMIT! Now I have to fucking graduate. Rian needs a set of wheels. I had to walk home in the pouring rain today. I got so soaked. I'm glad I haven't come down with anything yet. Shit, that was a bad idea. :-/

Good GOD, I love Buffy.

I was watching Graduation Day parts 1 and 2 and all I can say is, "WOW!!"
I know, I know. I've seen these episodes a million times before. But when you watch the earlier episodes, you seem to get more out of them than when they first aired.
Like with Anya. Emma Caulfiled was only signed for two episodes, "The Wish" and "Dopplegangland," but when they decided to do the Angel spin-off and take Cordy with them, Sunnydale needed a cold, heartless, bitch to take her place. Enter Anya! :-D

And the dream sequince with Faith. Faith backed down and gave Buffy her rightful position as THE Slayer. She told her that "Little Miss Muffet" was coming. She new that Dawn was coming and Buffy would do a much better job protecting the Key as she would.

I could go on about my dear Buffy. But I don't want to bore you all.

LOL, they have a new Buffy test at selectsmart.com.
The first one, I got 1. Buffy
2. Cordelia
Now I got 1. Buffy
2. Anya

THAT'S FREAKY!!

Eric wasn't at school today. I asked Ryan where he was and he told me that Eric was sick and that I should call him. I wish I could but I don't want to. I don't want anyone to know that I like him. That's probably why I pretend to hate him so much. :-/

I'm sorry for exploding last night. But like always, I had my reasons. Maybe one day I'll have enough confedince to tell you all.

You are Edward Wong Hau Pepelu Tivrusky the Fourth
A strange and fun loving kid. You are an expert computer hacker and have all the really important, meaningful dialog in the series :).
Which Cowboy Bebop Character Are You?

I had this whole long post that I was going to make. But I'm too hurt to post. If any of you guys fucking care, you could always ask me why I feel so shitty. You know? Call me? But I guess you're all are too busy calling someone else to even think of me. Fuck you guys.

And for the record: I hate Eric Black!! That bastard told me today that he's gonna have me deported to Chile. Cause I belong in the Amazon. I'd like to shrink both his heads. >.<

This morning, my mom was pissing me off. So I stormed out the car to class. When I got to the door, Evy greeted me. We said that we loved eachother. I don't think she really knows that I truely do love her. Oh well.
Onward to class. Math class sucked. Mr. Ford has given us another lame assignment. THIS time we have to record everything we do every half hour. That's bullshit. This is math class, bozo!
Third period. I walk into the office to get the stuff from Ms. Stone's box. And Duane wasn't there. I was a little upset cause I haven't seen him in three days. I was gone on Friday. And Ms. Stone had nothing in her box. I went to the office for nothing. I love that when none of Duane's friends are in there, he looks at me. So cute! ^^;;
So I get to class and I end up grading vocabulary all period. Then Stone sends me back to the office. Still no Duane. *sniff*
But Jill makes me look up this girl on the computer. I don't know how to use the fucking thing. But she makes me anyway. Bitch. If Duane was there, he'd do it for me.
Anthropology. We end up watching this horrible movie about teens. It completely disillusioned my whole outlook on teen culture. Damn them. We just aren't toys for the media. And they catagorized that all the "cool" kids are in two groups. The "Mook", which is the typical boy. The loud obnoxioius, retarted, will do anything for sex guy. And then the "Midriff", the "Britney" or "Christina".
That's so not true. The guys I know(all 5 of them) are extremely educated. And the girls I know are also very smart and sophisticated. I, myself, am more of a "Midriff" than a "Mook".
Please!
So 5th period Journalism comes around. And I greet Evy at the door of her class next door. We hug and all. But she seemed distant. I think she's getting tired of it. I wonder if I should make a move or not. I'm so afriad to.
Anywho, I was REEMED by Mr. Reichert in class. He made me wait after school untill 4:30 so i could write a story for the Mock Trial. It was pretty neat. I didn't know his wife was one of the coaches. She's a lawyer. Brendon was there and I was really worried about him. He told me that he had just come back from track and he hadn't eaten anything all day. Then he made some comment about loosing weight. I felt so bad for him. He stood up too fast out of his chair and almost fainted. I wanted to help so badly. But he just won't let me in. Not even as a friend. It really hurts. >.<
So I came home after I got the info I needed for the story. Still worried about him. Duane? NO! Brendon! Got it? GOOD!
I laid in my bed and watched Angel.
Now I'm here working on the story.
But after 5th, came 6th. In Civics, we were working on our gay rights poster. It looks really good. But I really can't stand that class. All we do are projects. We did our theis paper in October! Are we gonna just keep doing these for the rest of the year? God, I hope not.
English was so-so. I got extra credit because I gave Stone a tip of the day that I got from my Buffy planner. THAT I STILL CAN'T FIND!

I just took this gay test that says I'm 55% gay. That's pretty odd. Cause a normal gay guy is 51%. And I'm Bi!! o_O

Take the Which Breakfast Food Are You? Quiz.

Which
Carbonated Beverage Are You?

ONLY HOPE
By: Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul
it's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
but you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray
to be only yours
I know now
you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray
to be only yours
I know now
you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony singing in all that I am
at the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray
to be only yours
I pray
to be only yours
I know now
you're my only hope

When she sings this song in the movie, Shane West's character kisses her. I'm practicing to sing it so one day some hot guy kisses me. *giggle*

After work, I went to see A Walk again. Every time I see it, it gets better. I'm is serious.

So last night I was watching SNL with Britney Spears. And they did a skit with Gemini's Twin where they were in a movie. So I decided that I wanted to be in a movie. It would be me, Evy, and some other people. But me and Evy would be the main characters.

Evy and I are gonna recreate the A Walk movie poster. Instead, we're calling it, "A Bus Ride To Remember" LOL
We've been practicing our poses. ^^;

You are Rinoa! Your relationships with others are important
to you. You like to socialize and have a good time. To some
people you might seem a little shallow, but you really just like
to be happy and make others happy too.

Take the Final Fantasy 8 Test here!

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animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz

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I must have had a great day at work, cause it's showing. I got to spend some quality time with Evy. Quality, if you mean when she took my hand and put it on her boob, thinking I was Shane West. ^^;;
Speaking of the Shaney, I've decided to create a shrine to him and all his hotness on my website. He's so pretty. Evy cried that she wasn't able to know him. We decided that we should hang around a lot more hotter people if we're ever gonn be popular enough. But shoot, I've become a lot more popular in a matter of weeks just by hanging with Meghan. I want my popularity to rub off on Evy when I leave. I'm gonna leave my whole legacy with her.

Why can't I beat Andariel on Diablo II? I'm strong enough. I'm a level 13 Amazon, for crying out loud!
Anyway.
Little Rian has to go to work soon.
I don't want to!!

0% - 10% (Britney)

Oh dear, oh dear.
Far from being a world destroying DeathKiddy, you appear to enjoy kittens, bunnies and boybands.
Not a cloud enters your sky and all is sweetness and light for you.
Fucker.

Take the DeathKiddy Test!

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