I fancy Men.
Being queen isn't such a bad idea if HE'S the king.
Which culture from Middle-Earth do you fancy?
By Hannah and Dani
Chrysalis
4.30.2002
I fancy Men.
Being queen isn't such a bad idea if HE'S the king.
Which culture from Middle-Earth do you fancy?
By Hannah and Dani
This whole graduation thing is a lot harder than I planned it would be. But before I do anything, I have to somehow pass two classes. Mr. Ford is an arrogant asshole. He only cares about himself and not any of his students. That's probably why the whole class is pretty much failing. And Mr. Reichert is a simple loser. He is intimidated by me and my outsopokeness. He wants to be able to speak his mind freely like I do but can't because he's wasting his life as a teacher whose whole goal in that career is to be politicaly correct. It makes me want to wretch. And the fact that he's racist doesn't help much in the me liking him catagory either. Bastards.
And what about after school? There are still so many many things I want to do. And I don't think I have a lifetime to do them all. I want to be an English teacher. And I want to be a musician. And I want to be a radio disc jocky and a televison personality. I want to see the world and be on top of all the latest trends, cultures, etc. But really, is that more than what I can accomplish in one lifetime? I could do all these things. But I'd have to have the means of following all these dreams. Really, me being the selfish and stuborn person I am, I don't want to give up any of my dreams. I'm sure most people don't. But I probably have a pretty good shot at being succesful at all of these. I'm not even gonna think hard about it tonight.
I'm too upset at what happened on Buffy. Anya!! You supernatural hussy!! I hope you're proud of yourself. I really do! Cordelia, Sunnydale version, would never stoop so low as to do that. Shame on you!
What's up with people lately? You know I've been violated so many times this week. Eric grabbed my ass yesterday. Ryan Kane was all over me today and was like, "why are you being difficult?" Then he called me a ho and a bitch. And Eric called me a bitch last week. I'm not no fucking ho, I ain't no fucking bitch.
I can't wait till Thursday. Spiderman opening party!! Toby Maguire in all of his muscle-bound glory. OOOH BABY! *droolie*
And what about after school? There are still so many many things I want to do. And I don't think I have a lifetime to do them all. I want to be an English teacher. And I want to be a musician. And I want to be a radio disc jocky and a televison personality. I want to see the world and be on top of all the latest trends, cultures, etc. But really, is that more than what I can accomplish in one lifetime? I could do all these things. But I'd have to have the means of following all these dreams. Really, me being the selfish and stuborn person I am, I don't want to give up any of my dreams. I'm sure most people don't. But I probably have a pretty good shot at being succesful at all of these. I'm not even gonna think hard about it tonight.
I'm too upset at what happened on Buffy. Anya!! You supernatural hussy!! I hope you're proud of yourself. I really do! Cordelia, Sunnydale version, would never stoop so low as to do that. Shame on you!
What's up with people lately? You know I've been violated so many times this week. Eric grabbed my ass yesterday. Ryan Kane was all over me today and was like, "why are you being difficult?" Then he called me a ho and a bitch. And Eric called me a bitch last week. I'm not no fucking ho, I ain't no fucking bitch.
I can't wait till Thursday. Spiderman opening party!! Toby Maguire in all of his muscle-bound glory. OOOH BABY! *droolie*
4.28.2002
4.27.2002
4.26.2002
We finally had our performance last night. It went really well. I didn't get a chance to have any spagetti, but we went to Mello's afterwards. Everyone said I was really well. My grandma and my aunt were surprised. Now my grams has something to go home with to brag about. My aunt wants me to really work on a music career. But I've already decided to be an English teacher. But maybe I'll think about it somemore. Who knows. I could be the next big thing or something. :P
There's a lot of drama going on today. The school board won't let the teachers hand out the diplomas to the seniors at graduation. Yeah, I think it's unfair of them, but I really don't care. Considering I'm not going through with the ceremony anyway.
And there was also loss. Lisa "Lefteye" Lopes was killed in a car accident last night. It's amazingly sad. When Aaliyah was killed, I never really felt bad because I didn't like her that much. But Lefteye was my favorite member of TLC. And we were just talking about them last night. It must have been a premonition or something. I've been getting a lot of those recently.
Ms. Stone, come back! ;_;
There's a lot of drama going on today. The school board won't let the teachers hand out the diplomas to the seniors at graduation. Yeah, I think it's unfair of them, but I really don't care. Considering I'm not going through with the ceremony anyway.
And there was also loss. Lisa "Lefteye" Lopes was killed in a car accident last night. It's amazingly sad. When Aaliyah was killed, I never really felt bad because I didn't like her that much. But Lefteye was my favorite member of TLC. And we were just talking about them last night. It must have been a premonition or something. I've been getting a lot of those recently.
Ms. Stone, come back! ;_;
4.23.2002
Today was a total waste. Right after lunch, Shell decided to spew more toxic chemicals in the air. And then we had a city-wide shelter in place. That was so lame. I had to be stuck in the commons for almost an hour. And every time I walked past Derek, he'd tickle me! Little freak! XP
4.22.2002
For years now I've asked myself these same questions, Why me? Am I purposly ignored? Or is it all just truly an accident? Why can't I seem to achive the things I want in this life when everyone around me is on easy street? What the hell did I do to deserve this shitty life? Why can't I make new friends who will treat me better?
Damn, I am so addicted to Grandia II! I've been playing non-stop today.
I also made me my own user account on Windows XP. Now I can have all the Ayu wallpapers I want and my mom will never bitch about them. ^^;
So I just came back from Todai, that all you can eat Japanese Buffet in the mall. It was really expensive. But I got to eat free for my birthday. But the waitors got these tamberines and made people sing happy birthday to everyone whose birthday it was. But they skiped me. But no worries. I got to eat free, and I got a free birthday cake. It was small but at least there was a candle on it. And the food was GOOOOOOOD!! I also met a cute guy. Well not really. I was at the dessert table and I reached for a plate, that was in a clear plastic box, but I hit my hand on it, not knowing where the opening was. He came up and got a plate for me. How sweet.
I also made me my own user account on Windows XP. Now I can have all the Ayu wallpapers I want and my mom will never bitch about them. ^^;
So I just came back from Todai, that all you can eat Japanese Buffet in the mall. It was really expensive. But I got to eat free for my birthday. But the waitors got these tamberines and made people sing happy birthday to everyone whose birthday it was. But they skiped me. But no worries. I got to eat free, and I got a free birthday cake. It was small but at least there was a candle on it. And the food was GOOOOOOOD!! I also met a cute guy. Well not really. I was at the dessert table and I reached for a plate, that was in a clear plastic box, but I hit my hand on it, not knowing where the opening was. He came up and got a plate for me. How sweet.
Happy birthday to me, I live in a tree. I just humped a monkey, so I got a disease. XD~~
I bought a new watch today. It's a Casio. Some kind of super watch. It does it all. Even stores phone numbers.
I bought a new watch today. It's a Casio. Some kind of super watch. It does it all. Even stores phone numbers.
4.21.2002
New friend test. Check it out!
LOL! Evy came to work today in her Viero. No lisence. No parental consent. It was pretty funny. She sucked so bad at parking. I was laughing at her so hard. Then I remembered. I still don't know how to drive. So I guess she's better at it than I am.
But that's all gonna change. My parents might buy me my new dream yellow Volkswagen Beetle. But I have to give up my job. I can't continue to work and keep a car at such low wages. I mean, I get paid so much but it still doesn't seem to be enough. And there are no good jobs out there for someone who is only 18 and still in high school. What will I do? Working there, I'll be able to see all my friends who'll I'll leave behind when I graduate.
I saw Nikita today. I've missed her so much and worry for her everyday. She was doing really well. She's got a job and is doing well at school. Everything should be falling into place for her. As for me, I can never get a damn break in my life. There's always something or somebody holding me back.
But that's all gonna change. My parents might buy me my new dream yellow Volkswagen Beetle. But I have to give up my job. I can't continue to work and keep a car at such low wages. I mean, I get paid so much but it still doesn't seem to be enough. And there are no good jobs out there for someone who is only 18 and still in high school. What will I do? Working there, I'll be able to see all my friends who'll I'll leave behind when I graduate.
I saw Nikita today. I've missed her so much and worry for her everyday. She was doing really well. She's got a job and is doing well at school. Everything should be falling into place for her. As for me, I can never get a damn break in my life. There's always something or somebody holding me back.
Fire Faerie
Congratulations, you are a Fire Faerie! This means you are feisty, fun, full of energy and the life of every party! Everyone loves a Fire Faerie and you naturally attract people to you. You're a social butterfly and an adventerous, spontaneous person. Another great feature you have is that you can make practically anyone laugh!
4.19.2002
w00t! Randy upgraded the computer to Windows XP. Pweeeeeeety! *_*
This is a load of fucking bullshit. Why would they do a thing like that? They're extremely lucky. If they had made shirts teasing african-americans, they would be so fucked up. Abercrombie & Fitch would be out of business. Fo' Sho'!
This is a load of fucking bullshit. Why would they do a thing like that? They're extremely lucky. If they had made shirts teasing african-americans, they would be so fucked up. Abercrombie & Fitch would be out of business. Fo' Sho'!
4.17.2002
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Excuse me, Mr. Fireman? I have a fire in my pants. Would you kindly put it in-errr, out?
you blog @ phoenyx star.
want to know which of sarah's friends you are? take the test!
4.16.2002
I WANT this cell phone!
Features:
Alarm
Calculator
Calendar and Contacts synchronization with Microsoft Outlook or Schedule+, Lotus Notes or Organizer.
Downloadable ring tones via SMS or WAP browser
Full Graphic Display
Games
Interchangeable faceplates
Internal antenna
Internal battery
Phone book with 500 entries
Side Volume Keys
SilentVibe™
Stopwatch
Timer
Two-way text messaging
Supports Voice Dialing
T9™ Text Input (T9™ Text Input is a registered trademark of Tegic Communications, Inc.)
Multi-Language Menu
Voice Answering
I LOVE IT! *throws his ugly Nokia 3390 out the window*
4.14.2002
basics...
name: Ryan
nicknames: ry, ry-ry, ryno, saint ryan, stella, and let's not forget R.Dub! What the hell? Am I Jennifer Lopez or something?
born: April 22, 1984
born in: berkeley, california
resides in: martinez, california
gpa: 1.7, WOOHOOO!
height/weight: 5'5, probably way too fat.
eyes: dark brown
hair: black, nappy, needs to be cut.
shoe size: 12
when was the last time you...
had a nightmare? I have no clue.
ate at mcdonald's? few weeks ago, had McNuggets.
dyed your hair? my hair is too stupid to dye.
brushed your hair? before I went to work.
washed your hair? wednesday.
checked your e-mail? this morning.
cried? friday morning. Watched Buffy episode, Becoming part 2. I bawled.
called someone? I returned Trisha's call, no one answered.
smiled? earlier at work. you always have to smile.
laughed? today, I'm the movie theatre's main form of entertainment. i can sing, too! XD
talked to an ex? HA! NEVER!
do you...
smoke? No, got asthma.
do drugs? not the illegal ones. :-)
have sex? I'm Saint Ryan. I took an oath of celebacy.
sleep with stuffed animals? Fluffy Butt, the teddy Rachel gave me for Christmas. I also have a rabbit my sister gave me when I was born. And an old school popple. It's yellow.
have a boyfriend/girlfriend? in my dreams I do.
have a dream that keeps coming back? not anymore.
play an instrument? used to play the clairnet. Learning piano, and guitar as soon as I get one. I want to play the violin as well.
believe there is life on other planets? not really.
remember your first love? trying not to.
still love him/her? no, sheer hatred.
read the newspaper? all the time.
have any gay or lesbian friends? other than myself? Yes.
consider love a mistake? it is if you take it for granted.
like the taste of alcohol? only the expensive stuff.
believe in god? yes
believe in satan? no.
believe in ghosts? yes
go to church? no
have any regrets? a lot, we'll start at birth.
have any piercings? had one in my eyebrow. I miss it.
have any tattoos? not yet.
hate yourself? very much so.
have an obsession? Too much to count.
have a secret crush? my life is no secret. Everyone knows who my current crush is. And if they don't, shame on them!
collect anything? Buffy, j-pop, the coolest outfits.
have a best friend? not really. all my friends end up two-faced.
like your handwriting? actually, I do. :-)
have any bad habits? lazyness, biting my fingers, shallow, whiney, bitchy, and I think that's it.
care about your looks? very much.
care about a boy/girlfriend's looks? of course, I'd like one to be non-ugly.
name: Ryan
nicknames: ry, ry-ry, ryno, saint ryan, stella, and let's not forget R.Dub! What the hell? Am I Jennifer Lopez or something?
born: April 22, 1984
born in: berkeley, california
resides in: martinez, california
gpa: 1.7, WOOHOOO!
height/weight: 5'5, probably way too fat.
eyes: dark brown
hair: black, nappy, needs to be cut.
shoe size: 12
when was the last time you...
had a nightmare? I have no clue.
ate at mcdonald's? few weeks ago, had McNuggets.
dyed your hair? my hair is too stupid to dye.
brushed your hair? before I went to work.
washed your hair? wednesday.
checked your e-mail? this morning.
cried? friday morning. Watched Buffy episode, Becoming part 2. I bawled.
called someone? I returned Trisha's call, no one answered.
smiled? earlier at work. you always have to smile.
laughed? today, I'm the movie theatre's main form of entertainment. i can sing, too! XD
talked to an ex? HA! NEVER!
do you...
smoke? No, got asthma.
do drugs? not the illegal ones. :-)
have sex? I'm Saint Ryan. I took an oath of celebacy.
sleep with stuffed animals? Fluffy Butt, the teddy Rachel gave me for Christmas. I also have a rabbit my sister gave me when I was born. And an old school popple. It's yellow.
have a boyfriend/girlfriend? in my dreams I do.
have a dream that keeps coming back? not anymore.
play an instrument? used to play the clairnet. Learning piano, and guitar as soon as I get one. I want to play the violin as well.
believe there is life on other planets? not really.
remember your first love? trying not to.
still love him/her? no, sheer hatred.
read the newspaper? all the time.
have any gay or lesbian friends? other than myself? Yes.
consider love a mistake? it is if you take it for granted.
like the taste of alcohol? only the expensive stuff.
believe in god? yes
believe in satan? no.
believe in ghosts? yes
go to church? no
have any regrets? a lot, we'll start at birth.
have any piercings? had one in my eyebrow. I miss it.
have any tattoos? not yet.
hate yourself? very much so.
have an obsession? Too much to count.
have a secret crush? my life is no secret. Everyone knows who my current crush is. And if they don't, shame on them!
collect anything? Buffy, j-pop, the coolest outfits.
have a best friend? not really. all my friends end up two-faced.
like your handwriting? actually, I do. :-)
have any bad habits? lazyness, biting my fingers, shallow, whiney, bitchy, and I think that's it.
care about your looks? very much.
care about a boy/girlfriend's looks? of course, I'd like one to be non-ugly.
By the time I lose enough weight to fit into these pants, they'd will be out of style. LIFE IS SO CRUEL! *wants to die*
4.11.2002
So yeah, today sucked. But I did learn a few things. Today I learned how to work the attendence office computers. It took me ten minutes, no thanks to Jill. I also learned long division in night school. But I won't get credit for learning it. Bitches.
My dad brought another dog home. Bella. She's German Shepard and Australian Shepard. Which is translated to, she looks like a friggin' RAT! Big ears, skinny body, long, curly tail. YUCKY!
I still love my Jackson, though. *huggles Jack* What a cuter puppy.
Want To Know Which Element You Are?
Truly a rare breed, you're calm and thoughtful
but still know how to live life. Things are taken slowly but your large list of experiences (yours as well
as others) can help you adapt to new situations with little trouble or people being hurt. Unfortunately,
you're the most likely to ignore yourself over other people. Emotions rule you, and though you are quick
to kindness, your anger could scare the fiercest of creatures. Learn to relax a bit and live your own life.
Best Match: Fire, they'll pull you out of your shell and teach you plenty of things in life.
Worst Match: Water, they're too intent on their emotions to notice yours.
Streea wasted a bunch of time making this test.
Spirit, huh? That sounds a bit more accurate. If that wasn't there, I would have gotten air.
My dad brought another dog home. Bella. She's German Shepard and Australian Shepard. Which is translated to, she looks like a friggin' RAT! Big ears, skinny body, long, curly tail. YUCKY!
I still love my Jackson, though. *huggles Jack* What a cuter puppy.
Want To Know Which Element You Are?
Truly a rare breed, you're calm and thoughtful
but still know how to live life. Things are taken slowly but your large list of experiences (yours as well
as others) can help you adapt to new situations with little trouble or people being hurt. Unfortunately,
you're the most likely to ignore yourself over other people. Emotions rule you, and though you are quick
to kindness, your anger could scare the fiercest of creatures. Learn to relax a bit and live your own life.
Best Match: Fire, they'll pull you out of your shell and teach you plenty of things in life.
Worst Match: Water, they're too intent on their emotions to notice yours.
Streea wasted a bunch of time making this test.
Spirit, huh? That sounds a bit more accurate. If that wasn't there, I would have gotten air.
Sarah, you always have the most niftiest things in you blog, KUDOS!
CURRENT...
dress: rust-colored shirt, paco jeans, socks.
jewelry: only my gold chain.
mood: tired, allergic, bored.
music: "honey" by Mariah Carey
taste: wheat thins
hair: nappy
smell: dog food, *gag*
thing i should be doing: my vocabulary for english
favorite singer/musical group: right now, Ayu
book: not the one by Iyanla Vanzant I've been reading. XP
cd in stereo: "I Am" Ayumi Hamasaki, "A Best" Ayumi Hamasaki, and A Walk to Remember the soundtrack.
dvd in player: don't have a DVD player, but I have Ayumi Hamasaki Concert Tour 200 1 in my VCR. *_*
color of toenails: dark and sickly
worry/annoyance: that something happens between my dog and the new one my dad brought home. *sigh*
crush: Do I even have to post this here? Jeez, I write about Evy all the damn time!
favorite celebrity: Mandy Moore.
THE LAST PERSON...
you talked to in person: Jason
you hugged: Angela
you kissed: Meghan
you instant messaged: Erik(two nights ago)
you yelled at: my mom
who broke your heart: Rachael
FAVORITE...
food: anything Italian.
color: yellow
album: any ayumi album <-- Sarah has this one, too!
shoes: these Deisel ones I got from Marshall's three years ago. They're blue suede. They're all run down now.
candy: M&M's, I have yet to see the new purple ones. I'm voting for purple because then I can make M&M rainbows.
animal: Dogs, and sometimes cats(not my own cats, though. they EEEEEVIIIIIIIL!).
television show: Do I have to? BUFFY!
movie: Bring it On.
song: Right now I'm listening to "All or Nothing" by Athena Cage.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
kill: nobody at the moment.
slap: Tonya from The Real World, Chicago.
get wasted with: teehee, Jeanna. It was Elise, but she left.
tickle: Meghan, she loves tickles as much as me. ;-)
hug: my real dog, Jack.
kiss: Josh Hartnet, but that ain't gonna happen.
look like: no one. I like being unique.
be like: Ayumi Hamasaki.
talk to: For some reason, I feel like talking to Kenny. Don't ask me why.
YOUR COMPUTER...
desktop wallpaper: some stupid red bubbles my brother put up. He was tired of my little chibi ayu drawings I got from ClubAyu.
winamp skin: The last time I checked my computer, it was cardcaptor sakura.
aim screen name: auroraXK, thinking about chainging it, AGAIN!
buddy icon: It's some musical symbol inside of a star, MUSIC STAR!
livejournal: don't have one.
YOUR BEDROOM...
comforter: This big, warm, orange and yellow blanket with green phoenixes on it. Or are they peacocks?
carpet: it's this ugly tan crap. It's all discolored from the nastyness that is me. *giggle*
walls: off-white
wall decorations: bare, except in the corner by the door, magazine cut outs of Sarah Michelle Gellar. It used to be Britney Spears. And before that, the Spice Girls. *shutter*
appliances/furniture: full size bed, dresser, night stand, tv stand, desk that hasn't been put together yet, my television, VCR, Stereo, and broken computer pieces.
CURRENT...
dress: rust-colored shirt, paco jeans, socks.
jewelry: only my gold chain.
mood: tired, allergic, bored.
music: "honey" by Mariah Carey
taste: wheat thins
hair: nappy
smell: dog food, *gag*
thing i should be doing: my vocabulary for english
favorite singer/musical group: right now, Ayu
book: not the one by Iyanla Vanzant I've been reading. XP
cd in stereo: "I Am" Ayumi Hamasaki, "A Best" Ayumi Hamasaki, and A Walk to Remember the soundtrack.
dvd in player: don't have a DVD player, but I have Ayumi Hamasaki Concert Tour 200 1 in my VCR. *_*
color of toenails: dark and sickly
worry/annoyance: that something happens between my dog and the new one my dad brought home. *sigh*
crush: Do I even have to post this here? Jeez, I write about Evy all the damn time!
favorite celebrity: Mandy Moore.
THE LAST PERSON...
you talked to in person: Jason
you hugged: Angela
you kissed: Meghan
you instant messaged: Erik(two nights ago)
you yelled at: my mom
who broke your heart: Rachael
FAVORITE...
food: anything Italian.
color: yellow
album: any ayumi album <-- Sarah has this one, too!
shoes: these Deisel ones I got from Marshall's three years ago. They're blue suede. They're all run down now.
candy: M&M's, I have yet to see the new purple ones. I'm voting for purple because then I can make M&M rainbows.
animal: Dogs, and sometimes cats(not my own cats, though. they EEEEEVIIIIIIIL!).
television show: Do I have to? BUFFY!
movie: Bring it On.
song: Right now I'm listening to "All or Nothing" by Athena Cage.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
kill: nobody at the moment.
slap: Tonya from The Real World, Chicago.
get wasted with: teehee, Jeanna. It was Elise, but she left.
tickle: Meghan, she loves tickles as much as me. ;-)
hug: my real dog, Jack.
kiss: Josh Hartnet, but that ain't gonna happen.
look like: no one. I like being unique.
be like: Ayumi Hamasaki.
talk to: For some reason, I feel like talking to Kenny. Don't ask me why.
YOUR COMPUTER...
desktop wallpaper: some stupid red bubbles my brother put up. He was tired of my little chibi ayu drawings I got from ClubAyu.
winamp skin: The last time I checked my computer, it was cardcaptor sakura.
aim screen name: auroraXK, thinking about chainging it, AGAIN!
buddy icon: It's some musical symbol inside of a star, MUSIC STAR!
livejournal: don't have one.
YOUR BEDROOM...
comforter: This big, warm, orange and yellow blanket with green phoenixes on it. Or are they peacocks?
carpet: it's this ugly tan crap. It's all discolored from the nastyness that is me. *giggle*
walls: off-white
wall decorations: bare, except in the corner by the door, magazine cut outs of Sarah Michelle Gellar. It used to be Britney Spears. And before that, the Spice Girls. *shutter*
appliances/furniture: full size bed, dresser, night stand, tv stand, desk that hasn't been put together yet, my television, VCR, Stereo, and broken computer pieces.
4.08.2002
I'm seriously thinking about dropping out of school and going on independant study. I just can't seem to pass these three classes. Maybe because I just don't care anymore. I hate this math class with a passion. And instead of anybody doing anything about it, I have to sit there and not learn a thing. And then my parents wonder why I'm failing the fucking class. Sure it's mostly my fault for not doing the homework. But if I knew how to do it, then maybe I would do it. But his attitude is way too rude and sometimes I feel like socking him in the fucking face. And Mr. Reichert is being a bitch. Just because I don't have any leads on this story. Basically, I don't give a fuck who spends what at prom. I'm not going to be able to graduate on time anyway. With this, I'll be able to finish faster. I've told my parents that. But they don't listen. I think sometime this week I'm just gonna go to my counciler and tell her that I'm through. I quit.
4.07.2002
You’re Mandy Moore! You’re very sweet and caring. You’re also kind of modest, and shy too. You’re not exactly at the top, but you’re not at the bottom either. Which is alright with you, because you’re not taking life’s gifts for granted. Aw, you’re just the perfect little
girl! Polite, gentle, trusting, and have this sickeningly sweet aura that just makes you so darn lovable. But best beware, for your trusting nature can lead to pain as well.
What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah
Not to mention I was also in the movie adaptation to the novel, A Walk To Remember. I got to work with hottie Shane West and I died my hair brown.
now it's your turn to take the "which pop sensation are you" quiz.
Ewwwww. I am sooooo not Jesus. All I are is a mock-savior, a wannabe-Jesus. I don't even know why I bothered taking this test. I am quite possibly a homosexual... or Jewish.
Take the What Jesus Would You Be? Quiz
Take the The "What Teen Label Do You Fit Into Most?" Quiz!
by
antiperfect4.06.2002
Ryan is known for: Stealing boyfriends, sleeping through important dates, and taking people's blog posts!
Which "Natural Wonder" are you?
1. WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR LJ USERNAME?
I don't have a LiveJournal. But the story behind my Blog username is that my web site was called Ruby Heart. And the first name for this blog was, "Inside My Chrysalis." So I combined them. RubyChrysalis.
2. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?
Nope. Probably need one badly!
3. NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES.
Easy smeeasy! Paul, George, John, and Ringo! And sometimes Yoko. *cough*slut, skank, whore!*cough*
4. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY & WHERE?
I haven't left the country. I have no reason to leave. Not even for vacation.
5. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY.
Having the oppertunity to know Evy.
6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?
The first day I met Meghan.
7. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING.
Big cathedrial. White lillies and yellow roses. And white and yellow ribbons all over the place. All my friends are there. And a select group of family. Probably just my brother.
8. YOUR FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED...
March and April of last year. Don't want to go into detail. Most of you should know it by now.
9. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?
Probably end up in night school, making up math, then I'll finally get my diploma. Then I'll just work for the rest of the summer.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?
sadly, it's "Honey" by Mariah Carey. We were singing it at work.
11. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG.
"and it's just like honey. when your love comes over me. oh baby, I have a dependency."
12. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE.
A huge castle. With EVERYTHING. And every morning I'd go to the very top and sing out to my subjects.
13. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR:
shorts and shirt
14. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET?
$16, several ID's, My Visa check card, several unused gift certificates. One of those new sacagewea dollar coins. And my Kaiser member card.
15. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?
$17, if you include the gold dollar coin.
16. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS.
EASY! I can tell you about all of them in one simple sentence, "I cried. I cried a lot!"
17. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?
Clothes, car, house, vacations, then I'd save the rest.
18. WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?
remove contacts, shower, wash my face, put acne cream on, put on pajamas, watch tv, sleep.
19. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?
I remember when Trish used to call me, "Lover-guy/gal, person, thingy, it" Never understood it.
20. NAME THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS.
Cordelia Chase, Buffy Summers, and Anya Emanuella Jenkins Emersen. All from Buffy and Angel.
Which "Natural Wonder" are you?
1. WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR LJ USERNAME?
I don't have a LiveJournal. But the story behind my Blog username is that my web site was called Ruby Heart. And the first name for this blog was, "Inside My Chrysalis." So I combined them. RubyChrysalis.
2. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?
Nope. Probably need one badly!
3. NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES.
Easy smeeasy! Paul, George, John, and Ringo! And sometimes Yoko. *cough*slut, skank, whore!*cough*
4. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY & WHERE?
I haven't left the country. I have no reason to leave. Not even for vacation.
5. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY.
Having the oppertunity to know Evy.
6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?
The first day I met Meghan.
7. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING.
Big cathedrial. White lillies and yellow roses. And white and yellow ribbons all over the place. All my friends are there. And a select group of family. Probably just my brother.
8. YOUR FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED...
March and April of last year. Don't want to go into detail. Most of you should know it by now.
9. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?
Probably end up in night school, making up math, then I'll finally get my diploma. Then I'll just work for the rest of the summer.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?
sadly, it's "Honey" by Mariah Carey. We were singing it at work.
11. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG.
"and it's just like honey. when your love comes over me. oh baby, I have a dependency."
12. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE.
A huge castle. With EVERYTHING. And every morning I'd go to the very top and sing out to my subjects.
13. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR:
shorts and shirt
14. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET?
$16, several ID's, My Visa check card, several unused gift certificates. One of those new sacagewea dollar coins. And my Kaiser member card.
15. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?
$17, if you include the gold dollar coin.
16. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS.
EASY! I can tell you about all of them in one simple sentence, "I cried. I cried a lot!"
17. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?
Clothes, car, house, vacations, then I'd save the rest.
18. WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?
remove contacts, shower, wash my face, put acne cream on, put on pajamas, watch tv, sleep.
19. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?
I remember when Trish used to call me, "Lover-guy/gal, person, thingy, it" Never understood it.
20. NAME THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS.
Cordelia Chase, Buffy Summers, and Anya Emanuella Jenkins Emersen. All from Buffy and Angel.
4.05.2002
Bad day. My and my brother had a whole day planed. Mall, eat, shop, whatever. That was crushed when Liz called me and asked to switch with me. He got so upset. He called me a loser and all these other things to the point that I was crying on the phone talking to my mom. He told me he was sorry and that he'll never say things like that again. So we decided to still go to the mall. But by the time we got to the bus stop, the bus had already passed and I wouldn't have had any time at the mall if we caught the next bus. So we went to the liquer store and got some junk food and then came back home. I have to leave for work in an hour.
I've been watching reruns of The Real World. They were all episodes that I've seen and none of them were the ones that I missed. Upset now. But can I say something? Thank you, I think Chris is the HOTTEST guy I've ever seen on television. I swear to god. He's fucking gorgeous.
I've been watching reruns of The Real World. They were all episodes that I've seen and none of them were the ones that I missed. Upset now. But can I say something? Thank you, I think Chris is the HOTTEST guy I've ever seen on television. I swear to god. He's fucking gorgeous.
4.04.2002
LMAO!!
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someone else is going to kill you because you're so damn annoying.
take the death quiz.
and go to mewing.net. laura = great.
I'm so fucking bored! I wish there was something to do. I guess I could watch Oprah. That's always fun. :B
4.03.2002
Today at work was slow. But I got my paycheck early! Woohoo! I love making money. Money's good.
So Jeanna gave me an updated phone list. Vanessa called me and I gave her Starbuck's number. I hope things work well for those two. Because I don't want her to be sad again.
So I'm thinking I'll go shopping tomorrow. Because I'm tired of wearing rags.
Speaking of rags, I did the best thing the other day. I did a little spring cleaning and I put all my winter clothes away. I left my long jeans but I figured that my 8 sweaters could go in storage now. Now I need more shirts and I need two new pairs of tennis shoes, and a pair of sandals. I also need to get the buckles on my boots fixed. I can finally get my blue suede shoes to the dumpster. Thank god.
So Jeanna gave me an updated phone list. Vanessa called me and I gave her Starbuck's number. I hope things work well for those two. Because I don't want her to be sad again.
So I'm thinking I'll go shopping tomorrow. Because I'm tired of wearing rags.
Speaking of rags, I did the best thing the other day. I did a little spring cleaning and I put all my winter clothes away. I left my long jeans but I figured that my 8 sweaters could go in storage now. Now I need more shirts and I need two new pairs of tennis shoes, and a pair of sandals. I also need to get the buckles on my boots fixed. I can finally get my blue suede shoes to the dumpster. Thank god.
4.02.2002
Rosie's in the news!!
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McCartney moves fans, just like yesterday
EX-BEATLE SAYS `HELLO' TO YOUNG, OLD AT PERFORMANCE IN OAKLAND
By Brad Kava
Mercury News
Joanne Hoyoung Lee - Mercury News
Paul McCartney in Oakland.
Paul McCartney kicked off his U.S. concert tour at the Oakland Arena on Monday night not to the screams of Beatlemania but to nostalgic tears and cheers.
The 59-year-old rocker drew all ages to the sold-out show, including a surprising number of young people who were born long after the Beatles broke up in 1970.
McCartney, who plays San Jose on Wednesday, opened the show with the Beatles' ``Hello, Goodbye'' and touched on his entire career -- songs from the Beatles, Wings and his solo career -- during a show that lasted more than two hours.
Many fans cried during several songs, including ``All My Loving,'' which was introduced with black-and-white images projected on giant screens of the Beatles arriving in America for their first tour in 1964.
Mellow crowd
Oakland police expected a total of about 65,000 for both events.
Scalpers were asking only face value for concert tickets, from $52 to $262. Promoters released several hundred seats for the show in all price ranges Monday afternoon. Some baseball and music fans discovered they could do both events to their delight -- and frustration.
Eileen McCrystle, a San Francisco firefighter who bought a McCartney doll at age 13 at Woolworth's, and Paul Vengie, a flower salesman from Humboldt County, strolled over before batting practice and bought two $150 seats to see McCartney.
``We hate it because we want to see all the game,'' Vengie said. ``We want to go to both.''
Rosalee McGie, 17, a senior at Alhambra High in Martinez, fell in love with the Fab Four after she bought 1995's ``Anthology.''
Her mother, Janet, a 52-year-old clerk for Contra Costa County, said she wasn't a Beatles fan when she was young. Her daughter took her to see Ringo Starr's All-Starr Band last summer at the Concord Pavilion.(I was there!!)
This is the fifth time that Chris David, 54, of Sacramento, has seen McCartney. She paid $292 for tickets for herself and her husband, but she paid just $3.50 to see the Beatles in 1964 at the Cow Palace. ``It was a religious experience,'' she said. She returned in 1965, saw the band's final show at Candlestick Park in 1966 and caught McCartney's last visit to the Bay Area -- at UC-Berkeley's Memorial Stadium in 1990.
Concerts a smash
McCartney has been omnipresent since September, headlining benefit shows for the World Trade Center victims, appearing on Howard Stern's radio show and at the Super Bowl and playing his Academy Award nominated song, ``Vanilla Sky,'' at last month's Oscar ceremony.
The knighted Sir Paul and Starr are the only two remaining Beatles. John Lennon was killed by a deranged fan in 1980, and George Harrison died in November.
McCartney's 19-city tour includes stops in Las Vegas, Los Angeles, New York, Chicago and Toronto.
Paul McCartney
When: 8 p.m. Wednesday
Tickets: Sold out at $50-$250; (408) 998-8497, (415) 421-8497
_________________________________________________
McCartney moves fans, just like yesterday
EX-BEATLE SAYS `HELLO' TO YOUNG, OLD AT PERFORMANCE IN OAKLAND
By Brad Kava
Mercury News
Joanne Hoyoung Lee - Mercury News
Paul McCartney in Oakland.
Paul McCartney kicked off his U.S. concert tour at the Oakland Arena on Monday night not to the screams of Beatlemania but to nostalgic tears and cheers.
The 59-year-old rocker drew all ages to the sold-out show, including a surprising number of young people who were born long after the Beatles broke up in 1970.
McCartney, who plays San Jose on Wednesday, opened the show with the Beatles' ``Hello, Goodbye'' and touched on his entire career -- songs from the Beatles, Wings and his solo career -- during a show that lasted more than two hours.
Many fans cried during several songs, including ``All My Loving,'' which was introduced with black-and-white images projected on giant screens of the Beatles arriving in America for their first tour in 1964.
Mellow crowd
Oakland police expected a total of about 65,000 for both events.
Scalpers were asking only face value for concert tickets, from $52 to $262. Promoters released several hundred seats for the show in all price ranges Monday afternoon. Some baseball and music fans discovered they could do both events to their delight -- and frustration.
Eileen McCrystle, a San Francisco firefighter who bought a McCartney doll at age 13 at Woolworth's, and Paul Vengie, a flower salesman from Humboldt County, strolled over before batting practice and bought two $150 seats to see McCartney.
``We hate it because we want to see all the game,'' Vengie said. ``We want to go to both.''
Rosalee McGie, 17, a senior at Alhambra High in Martinez, fell in love with the Fab Four after she bought 1995's ``Anthology.''
Her mother, Janet, a 52-year-old clerk for Contra Costa County, said she wasn't a Beatles fan when she was young. Her daughter took her to see Ringo Starr's All-Starr Band last summer at the Concord Pavilion.(I was there!!)
This is the fifth time that Chris David, 54, of Sacramento, has seen McCartney. She paid $292 for tickets for herself and her husband, but she paid just $3.50 to see the Beatles in 1964 at the Cow Palace. ``It was a religious experience,'' she said. She returned in 1965, saw the band's final show at Candlestick Park in 1966 and caught McCartney's last visit to the Bay Area -- at UC-Berkeley's Memorial Stadium in 1990.
Concerts a smash
McCartney has been omnipresent since September, headlining benefit shows for the World Trade Center victims, appearing on Howard Stern's radio show and at the Super Bowl and playing his Academy Award nominated song, ``Vanilla Sky,'' at last month's Oscar ceremony.
The knighted Sir Paul and Starr are the only two remaining Beatles. John Lennon was killed by a deranged fan in 1980, and George Harrison died in November.
McCartney's 19-city tour includes stops in Las Vegas, Los Angeles, New York, Chicago and Toronto.
Paul McCartney
When: 8 p.m. Wednesday
Tickets: Sold out at $50-$250; (408) 998-8497, (415) 421-8497
So I was reading my journal that I had started to write in the begining of the year. It's full of mixed feelings toward Meghan, Duane, and Eric. Sad that it's been only a few months and I'm completely involved in other things. It's funny. How your life changes with every breath you take. It's almost scary. One minute I'm sitting here, the next, I'll probably do something that I will regret for the rest of the week. It's the way this great universe works. Something that I probably will never understand.
What to do about this prom thing. The only reason I'm going is because my friends want me to. But with me, I could care less about all these senior activities. Hell, I'm not even walking in June. I wish they would just give me my diploma now so I can actually make something out of my life instead of sitting here dreaming about the perfect prom date. Or about the best pair of pants in the world. Or who will I hang out with when school starts back up on Monday. It's enough to piss a person off.
What to do about this prom thing. The only reason I'm going is because my friends want me to. But with me, I could care less about all these senior activities. Hell, I'm not even walking in June. I wish they would just give me my diploma now so I can actually make something out of my life instead of sitting here dreaming about the perfect prom date. Or about the best pair of pants in the world. Or who will I hang out with when school starts back up on Monday. It's enough to piss a person off.
Thanks to pennygift.com, I got these nifty Tommy Hilfiger sunglasses for only $9.99, instead of the original $149. I love bootlegs!
4.01.2002
Love At First Sight
Kylie Minogue
Thought that I was going crazy
Just having one of those days yeah
Didn't know what to do
Then there was you
And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight
'Cause baby when I heard you
For the first time I knew
We were meant to be as one
Was tired of running out of luck
Thinking 'bout giving up yeah
Didn't know what to do
Then there was you
And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight
'Cause baby when I heard you
For the first time
I knew we were meant to be as one
And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight
Kylie Minogue
Thought that I was going crazy
Just having one of those days yeah
Didn't know what to do
Then there was you
And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight
'Cause baby when I heard you
For the first time I knew
We were meant to be as one
Was tired of running out of luck
Thinking 'bout giving up yeah
Didn't know what to do
Then there was you
And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight
'Cause baby when I heard you
For the first time
I knew we were meant to be as one
And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight
Ryan is 21 years old and lives in Martinez, CA. His interests include shopping, writing, and sleeping. He is currently a student at Diablo Valley College. His current love is Veronica Mars.
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