Chrysalis

This whole graduation thing is a lot harder than I planned it would be. But before I do anything, I have to somehow pass two classes. Mr. Ford is an arrogant asshole. He only cares about himself and not any of his students. That's probably why the whole class is pretty much failing. And Mr. Reichert is a simple loser. He is intimidated by me and my outsopokeness. He wants to be able to speak his mind freely like I do but can't because he's wasting his life as a teacher whose whole goal in that career is to be politicaly correct. It makes me want to wretch. And the fact that he's racist doesn't help much in the me liking him catagory either. Bastards.

And what about after school? There are still so many many things I want to do. And I don't think I have a lifetime to do them all. I want to be an English teacher. And I want to be a musician. And I want to be a radio disc jocky and a televison personality. I want to see the world and be on top of all the latest trends, cultures, etc. But really, is that more than what I can accomplish in one lifetime? I could do all these things. But I'd have to have the means of following all these dreams. Really, me being the selfish and stuborn person I am, I don't want to give up any of my dreams. I'm sure most people don't. But I probably have a pretty good shot at being succesful at all of these. I'm not even gonna think hard about it tonight.

I'm too upset at what happened on Buffy. Anya!! You supernatural hussy!! I hope you're proud of yourself. I really do! Cordelia, Sunnydale version, would never stoop so low as to do that. Shame on you!

What's up with people lately? You know I've been violated so many times this week. Eric grabbed my ass yesterday. Ryan Kane was all over me today and was like, "why are you being difficult?" Then he called me a ho and a bitch. And Eric called me a bitch last week. I'm not no fucking ho, I ain't no fucking bitch.

I can't wait till Thursday. Spiderman opening party!! Toby Maguire in all of his muscle-bound glory. OOOH BABY! *droolie*

posted by ryryguy @ 9:44 PM