Chrysalis

Can I tell you that I saw Tobey Maguire on TV a few minutes ago? He was so fucking GEEKY! Then they showed that scene in Spider-Man with all of his yummy muscles. Then to find out that he hasn't even tried to keep that body. What a bastard. That was the only reason I liked him. He's not that cute. Those abs made up for it.

Ugh, why do I have to be the nice one? Why can't I be an uber-bitch and tell all those losers to fuck off. I'm a loser magnet or something. That's what it is. I can't even make decent friends. I get some freak who spends their life reading a bunch of lame books or playing lame ass magic cards. That's not what I do at all. Why can't I meet someone who, um, goes out and has a life? Can I just once have a cool group of friends? They make me feel like a friged old lady. And I'm only 18. >.<

And to top it all off, I'm sick, I have to spend all my money on prom, which I wont have fun there at all, I'm working all week, my mom's gone to Reno, and I just broke my cell phone. It says something about the SIM card being blocked. I don't know what the hell I did to it. But now I'm pissed. I hate technology. Why does my life fall apart so easily?

I want to be famous and leave this shithole. *_*

posted by ryryguy @ 11:27 PM