Chrysalis

Well Evy left the other day. Once again, I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. That seems to happen a lot with me lately. I probably wouldn't be able to say goodbye anyway. I'd probably would have started bawling or something. I give it a month. A month until i'm completely alone. I know this is mostly my fault. Not with Evy leaving, but with me pushing people out of my life. I gave up everything hoping that there was something out there better for me. It's hard living in a house where your image is more important than your happiness. And I wouldn't have it any other way. I'd rather be hated than pitied.

posted by ryryguy @ 11:23 PM