1.11.2003

I just wish things wouldn't be so complicated. I wish I could run away from all of this. But I can't. And I'm going to have to chose. Since I can't do anything else. To make a long post short. I was kicked out of my house and then I was brought back in. My brother is perminatly out of my dad's house and if he tries to come back, he'll get arrested. I'm stuck between staying here or living with my mom. I don't want to leave my dad alone, but I don't want to stay with my mom either. I'll have to choose. I have no where else to go. I love my whole family. I just don't care for what they do. And it's hard. I hate being the only one in this family with a brain. I wish I could leave that way they'd all learn to get along with out the translator being around.
That and no one informed me I had to change my exepmt form for my taxes. Now I'll end up paying the government money this year instead of them owing me money. Hillary said it'll be a few hundred dollars. That's like almost a whole paycheck. That and I have no money. I need to buy books next week for school. And I need more money. I need to find a better job.

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