Chrysalis

I hate my hands so much. My middle finger on my right hand has and ingrown nail. It hurts so much. It's all puffy and swollen. It's because I bite my nails. I try to stop, I even buy gum to chew on that instead of my fingers. But I can't chew gum at work. So I end up biting more at work. That and I don't like work. So I chew like crazy when I'm at work. I have to work today. And I don't want to. I don't want to go to work ever again. I hate working. It used to be something I liked to do. But now, all I want to do is get the fuck out of here. I hate Martinez. I hate everything in Martinez. I pray to god that something unfortunate happens to Martinez. I've been so busy working and going to school, that I don't have time for myself. No really, do I really have to be at work from 12 to 8:30? That's rediculious. Especially because I have to go to school tomorrow. I have to come home late and go straight to bed. Even though I don't, but I have to in order to get to school in the morning. I really hate complaining. I wish there could be a moment in my life where I didn't have to complain about.

posted by ryryguy @ 11:14 AM