Chrysalis: 11/01/2001

Hey people, If you really loved me, you'd click here and follow the instructions.
You'd be buying me this:

I need a man. ():-|

Wahhhhhhhh! They don't have any Sketchers 4-Wheelers in my size! This pisses me off. I've always dreamed of having a pair of my own. I think I'm gonna cry.
I've decided to keep my money in check, I'll have a rewards system. My limit for lunch and necesities is $40. Then whenever I make something or get a project done, I'll buy me something. That way my money stays in the bank LONGER. And I wont end up overdrawn. But I still think it's the banks' fault!

Derek! Get the picture: I don't like you like that! I never will and you should move on and find a nice GIRL to be with. Quit lying to yourself. You fucking FREAK! LEAVE ME ALONE >.<

I can't go to the preformance on Saturday for Sound Mix because I'm WORKING! I can't find anyone to switch with. So phooey! I hate life. This stupid job is taking up more of my time. I'd quit it if I wasn't such a greedy son of a bitch. ();-p

Poor Riley. You were so close to ruining Buffy for me. But you left and now I'm stuck with her phoney sister. I think if you would to come back, I'd tolorate your sorry ass. Compared to Dawn, of course. Oh please. Don't look at me like that! Those rippiling pecs are doing nothing for me! Hear me? NOTHING!!!

I got my other eyebrow ring in. But since I kept pulling and tugging at it, It's now infected. So I took it out and put my pink one back in. It hurts! IT HURTS!

Tommy!

GODAMMIT! Why can't the bank page me or something when I don't have anymore money in my account. I tried to buy some simple godamn lip balm for my dry, cold, lips and NO! I'm $90.96 overdrawn!! Now I have to transfer the $85 from my savings account to my checking account. People say "Oh, the airlines need to be fixed and the US Postal Service!" I saw we fix these trifilin ass banks who can't send you a simple page or something saying you have no fucking money! I hate this world! I HATE IT!

I'm really sick! I've never been this sick in a long time. So anyway, I stayed home today. I couldn't get myself out of bed. Poor me. ():'-(

My computer's even more screwed up. I don't know what to do with it. I think I'll just have to swallow my pride and get a new one. Good bye faithful piece of crap computer!

Dammit! I have to work tomorrow night? WHY?? Oh well, I get Friday off! w00t!!

OH NO! You mean to tell me that they had a Facts Of Life reunion on TV last night and I didn't know about it? Was it good? Will someone tell me what the hell happened?

Life's a show and we all play our parts
And when the music starts
We open up our hearts
It's alright, if something's come out wrong
We'll sing a happy song
And you can sing along...

I wish someone would give me something to sing about. ();-P

Good God, every time I see the Rock on TV, I nut my pants. TWICE! ();->

I'm most definatly thankful to have Ashley working with me. She's great but she's a little too sprung off Kenny. She found his cheap $1 cologne and she would sniff it every ten minutes. "Ohh! It smells like Kenny!!" The most embarrasing thing was that Kenny showed up today to get his work schedule and I walked by him and get this, I self-consciously grabed his ass. I didn't realize untill I saw his shocked face turning bright red. And thank god Ashley was there to back me up or I would of just stood there in front of him and Hillary dying inside. Ashley jumped up and said "I DID IT!" I don't think he'll ever look at me the same. Well he never did. I can't believe I did that. I thought I would grab Brendon's sweet behind before Kenny's. I mean that was just wrong. I think I'll go die now. Goodbye cruel world. *dies*

Did I mention that I would LOVE to be sodomized by The Rock? Yes I would. Oh God, he's hot!! ():-9

You know what stoopid little Ry-ry did? He went and droped the case to his new Britney Spears cd. Yup and the whole thing shatered to pieces. Now he'll have to buy a new jewel case. Silly Ryan, Trix are for kidz!!
():'(

Well now that Thanksgiving is over, I now actually have things to give thanks for. I'm thankful that out of all the loosers Buffy could have, she's only been with one(Riley), and learned her lesson. *nod*

I'm also thankful that my elemental atribute is air, because me and Buffy have the same element.

I'm thankful that even if my friends are treating me like Yoko at the moment, I have Meghan to chill with. She's the best.

"SWEET DUANE"
by RYAN

My SWEET DUANE,
THE MIDNIGHT is the time.
Come on baby,
I will ABED make you mine.

You can't STOP my love.
We are like 300 ROSES in a MOVIE THEATRE
Oh yeah honey,
We are like 300 ROSES in a MOVIE THEATRE

CHORUS:

DUANE you are my SEXY BUNNY for sure.
If I had SYPHILIS you'd be my cure.
The TORCH of MARTINEZ can't hold a light.
The LONELY night, and everything is alright.

Please baby, don't STOP WISHING with my STAR.
Don't LOOSE MY WISH FOR me today.
I love you too much.
Please, I Just want to see your STEAMY way.

I know our WONDERFUL love will last for HOURS
I will be there for HOURS
Oh yeah, DUANIE-BEAR!
HOURS, HOURS, and HOURS

CHORUS:

DUANE you are my SEXY BUNNY for sure.
If I had SYPHILIS you'd be my cure.
The TORCH of MARTINEZ can't hold a light.
The LONELY night, and everything is alright.

~I made this! With a little help from Fuali

Nah, I'd rather take a nice long shower. *nod*
Did I tell you all that my cell phone plays "Distance" by Hikary Utada? Well now you do!

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!

Yeah, I've missed all my fellow blog readers. So what happend to Ryan when he visited the City Of Angels? He went to Thanksgiving dinner where everyone were being bitches. Especially my older cousin. So I just decided to hang with the kids. The best part was everyone was talking about ME. And it was all positive converstation about ME. Not them and their bratty ass kids, ME. And that's how it should always be. ME, ME, MEEEEEEEEE!!
The day after we spent all day shopping! It was great! I bought a Sailormoon calendar, three eyebrow rings, Mario Kart for my GBA, and Britney by Britney Spears.
The SM calender is so cute! All the pictures are really pretty.
I bought two actuall rings and one bar. I'm wearing the bar now. It has pink balls on the ends and I think they glow in the dark. The other two were rings, both were silver and the balls had little stones on them. One had a blue one and the other one had a clear one to look like a diamond. Diamonds are my birthstone so I tried to put that one on and the fucking ball fell down the sink! I wanted to cry but I just found something else to bitch about so no one would find out and feel sorry for me. But Mario Kart kicks serious ASS! I also bought a pink worm light to go with it.
And don't get me started with the Britney Spears album. If something were to happen to her first two albums, I think we wouldn't miss them at all. Cause this one is IT! She's finnaly fine tuned her voice and the music is a lot more urban sounding. And her remake of "I love Rock & Roll" makes me want to move every time I hear it.

I want to see a movie. Kenny AND Brendon are working at the moment! w00ters!!

Have I told you guys how much I love my mom? Well I do!! She just went and bought me a new cell phone. It's a Nokia 3390! The one I've wanted for months! YAY!! It's so cute and so far, I'll I do is play Snake II. Because no one knows that I've got it yet. But you all do now! It doesn't have long distance on it, but it has the wireless web and voice activation. So w00t to that!!

Rub a dub dub, Tom Welling in a tub!
HE SO PRETTY!!

A few Select Smart results:

Xena Character: Ares
Friends Character: Joey
Simpsons Character: Lisa
Spongebob Character: Sandy
Buffy Character: Buffy
7th Heaven Character: Ruthie Camden
MKR Character: Hikaru Shidou
Bubblegum Crisis Tokyo 2040 Character: Linna
Card Captor Sakura Character: Kinomoto Sakura
Sailor Senshi: Sailor Jupiter
Anime Man: Monou Fuuma from X (X/1999)
Digi Destind: Crest of Sincerity(Mimi, Yolei)
Final Fantasy VII Character: Cloud Strife
Utena Character: Ruka
Bust A Groove Character: Kitty-N

Yeah I'm BORED! And your problem is?

w00t!! Tom, the manager at work, bought us all Starbucks. It was so good! I had my usual, a carmel frap.

*dies* It's no fair!! All these cute guys coming to the movie theatre and bring their ugly as shit girlfriends? NO FAIR!! *pouts*

Three more things to my list:
Britney Spears's new cd
Pink's new cd
Madonna's new GH cd
And if you all really love me, the complete first season of Buffy on DVD ^.~;
And some one can find me these men:

James Marsden & Tom Welling

I am 34% ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET.

I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!

Take the INTERNET-ADDICT Test at Fuali.com!

I have potential to be normal! YAY!!

And if anyone would like to help out, I REALLY need a screen cap of Buffy in the musical when they sing "Walk Through the Fire" The one where she's walking in a diagnal. I want to make a layout for this blog with it. Or I could always use the lame promotional logo. I'm really tired of seeing her eyes. I liked last year's "BVS".

Well, I'll be in L.A. for the next few days. I don't know if I'll be able to update my blog. Damn snobby ass cousins. I don't really want to go. Everyone on my mom's side of the family are like the WB. The whole channel sucks except for two shows. Charmed and Smallville. So there you go. ();-p

Speaking of Smallville, I put a pic of Tommy on my binder. He has his shirt open. *melts* He so PWETTY!!

The holiday shopping season starts tomorrow. A few things I might like,

A GameCube
A Norelco Razor
A new modem
hell, a new computer
money
cash
$$$

There's a lot more, but I can't think of it at the moment. So I'll brainstorm everything tonight and make a huge list. ^^;

You know, I would love to plan a party. Not some stoopid immature party or a lame kegger. I want to plan a formal event. That would kick ass. I'm a pretty good cook.

If you want to know what love tastes like after its passed the expiration date, order with someone else because I'm not paying.
~"Time Limit" by Utada, Hikaru

Tom Welling is so beautiful. He has to be the prettiest Superman I'll ever see. OMG, I'd love to Clark his Kent! ();-*

OMG, could I be more stupid!! Cheerleading try-outs are NEXT saturday!! What a ding bat you are, Ryan. ():'(

ROFLMAO!!! StarBuck!! It's you!!

WOW! Bonnie and Wayne broke up. Her and Shiggy are together now. It doesn't sound right. I thought it was always gonna be Bonnie & Wayne. But now Bonnie & Shiggy? That's not even his real name. I don't know his real name. Oh yeah.... it's Joseph. ^^;

Today we had a extra 15 minutes to lunch. Let's never have a 45 minute lunch brake at school again! I made the best of it by singing corny 80s songs with Bonnie. I turn around for a second and find her and Shiggy playing the tonsil tennis. I was like "What episode did I miss?!?!"

I thought I would die!

I just drew this odd little character. I named her Breeda, cause that's the first name that came to my head. I think she's pretty cute. Not in a sexual way, but in a artistic way. *nod*

OH NO! IT'S THE ATTACK OF THE KILLER YUPPIE THANKSGIVING DINNER HOSTS! (part the first)
My mom has decided to drag me to Los Angeles once again to her family's thanksgiving. Normally I don't care but this year, it's different. I don't like my spoiled cousins. I don't like my yuppie aunt and uncle. I HATE THEM!! The only Aunts I do like are the one who never calls and the drunk. Because one never calls and the other one's always funny! ();-)
I've already told my dad I don't want to go but he insists cause he doesn't want my mom at home. They're going through a divorce.

ATTACK OF THE WORST THANKSGIVING VACATION EVER!! (this one is part the second)
My mom wants us to stay all weekend. That wont work for me cause I have cheerleading tryouts on Saturday. I already missed the first meeting because I had to work. And even if I can't try out, I still have to write my story for the paper that's due a week after I come back. She's screwing with my whole system. Oh well, when I don't graduate it will definately be her fault. Selfish bitch! ():-p

Bunnies aren't just cute like everybody supposes!
They've got them hoppy legs and twitchy little noses!
And what's with all the carrots?
What do they need such good eyesight for anyway?
Bunnies! Bunnies, it must be BUNNIES!
...Or maybe midgets

Yeah, THAT line's pretty self-explanatory. ();-]

So today me and Ashley were gossiping at work. Ok, so I was fine when Jeanna and CJ started working at the theatre. And god knows that I'm pretty damn happy Kenny's working there. But what the hell is up with the new girls? Their lazy and they don't do shit and walk around with black heel boots on! You all know damn well you can't work with black heel boots. It's humanly immpossible!
So Ashley and Kenny were talking and he was like "You know, I can tell Ryan's gay. And he likes Brendon." And she was all, "Yeah." And then he says, "I just hope he doesn't get a crush on me!" So then Ashley came running to me and we were all, "TOO LATE!!" ();-)

AT&T were kind enough to give us new channels on our digital cable. Maybe it's worth keeping after all. They have new DMX stations that I can't wait to groove to. An all dance station and an 80s hits station. Oh, and I saw a new episode of Absolutely Fabulous! It was so funny! Eddie and Patsy were teasing this woman because she was better than her and, you know the rest. But man, that was funny!

When I get a chance, I'm gonna write a whole essay giving my personal views on each Buffy character. Old and new. Well not that old. I'll tell you off the bat that I didn't really care for Jenny Calender. even if she was part of Prince's Dimonds and Pearls.

The characters I hate:
Willow
Riley
Dawn

Recap From MBTV:
- Tabula Rosa -
Say, folks, would you like a side of meta with that meta? In this in-jokey episode, which seems like a early Christmas present to loyal viewers, the Scoobs deal with the fall-out from last week's musical episode. Buffy deals with her crush on Spike in the approved third-grade manner: she refuses to talk to him and then pushes him down on the playground. Tara's spinal implant is taking nicely; she chews out and essentially dumps Willow for casting the forget spell in "All the Way." Willow agrees not to use magic for a week, but she's too much of a fiend for the (Lethe) weed and can't resist toking up a new spell designed to make Buffy forget her stay in the Hotel Heaven. Her spell goes wrong, however, and the whole Scooby gang forgets their identities. What follows is either one of the funniest sad Buffy episodes, or one of the saddest funny Buffy episodes, ever.

Bravo! I found this episode to be rather tasteless but still more taste than a can of Diet Light Tab. The best part was when Willow cried. Tryflin bitch! She can't even get dressed in the morning without using fucking magic. What a dingbat! *eye roll*

Latest Poll at MBTV

Next show from the mind of Dick Wolf:

Law & Order: The Musical! - 55%
Law & Order: Visible Panty Lines - 21%
Law & Order: Failure To RSVP - 13%
Law & Order: Tax Fraud - 6%
Law & Order: Shoplifting - 4%

Now I know a musical for L&O would KICK, but my mom has always told me that when people don't RSVP, it can throw your whole party into shambles. She somtimes says, when she's drunk, that un-RSVPers should go to Hades. *nod*
But if they did make a muscial, they should bring back the original L&O theme song. That song r0cks my s0cks. I still turn it on TNN just to listen to the sweet guitar play that tune. ():-)

GOOD GOD, I'M HORNY!

I haven't felt this way in 17 years! And to make it worse, everywhere I look, there's some guy's hot abs in my face or some chick with her cleavage 12 centimeters from my face. Why must you all do that? CUT IT OUT!!! Ry-ry don't like it when he can't get laid. ():'-[

And here's a quote I got from my book. Good god, I love Faith! You rock on Dark Slayer!!

To his dying day-which could be any minute-Xander would be sorry that Buffy had not seen him kicking butt alongside Faith. He usually came off as kind of a handicap in the sweepstakes, or so Giles and Buffy claimed. Also, it would have been nice to show off for Cordy. So, dysfunctional.
But in the big fight, he was a helper, and when Faith whooped and said, "Man, I'm so horny! You horny?" he actually staked a vampire by accident because the very stiff, ah, stake he was holding kind of jerked forward in his grip and slammed into the heart of a bad boy who was leaping at him.

w00t!! Go Faith! I'm sure if I were ever to have a chance to slay vamps, I'm sure I'd get, uh, a little "excited" as well. ():-)

current...
attire: work uniform; maroon shirt, black khaki pants, no shoes, whit socks, gold chain. oh and my eyebrow ring! ();-}
scent: nothing *sniffs*
sounds: as if, blaque
taste: cherry coke
read: Buffy News

Could it be? Some one other than Buffy is singing how I feel? You r0ck on Tara!

I lived my life in shadow
Never the sun on my face
It didn't seem so sad though
I figured that was my place
Now I'm bathed in light
Something just isn't right

Yes, I'm feeling a bit estrangement from my friends. They seem to treat me more and more disrespectful. And they still act like they want to be my friends? I'd rather be hated than pitied. I've been told by my mom, brother, my psychologist, and Zane that I should really let them go. And that's where rocker dyke Tara comes in. I've always been treated like a "looser" and have accepted that. But lately, I've found that the "populars" treat me a lot better. My current friends, well most of them, are pity and always seem to bog me down with their problems to make me feel worse than I already do with my own damn problems. And they know what I go through and they STILL do it. They seem to only like certain parts of me and a true friends would love me regardless. Plus none of them have the same interests as I do.

Now that I think of it, if it took a musical episode of Buffy to realize how I really feel, I'm as pathetic as they are. *nod*

And where the hell is Jenny? We're supposed to see Harry Potter tomorrow and she was supposed to talk to me online tonight. Oh well, I guess I'll call her in the morning. This shall be the last selfless deed I do in a long time. I'm serious this time. Belive me.

And not to forget, there's the HOTTEST guy working at the theatre now. His name is Kenny. Me and Ashley were swooning over him. And we both hit Brendon to the curb. But then Ashley had to fling herself all over him and I just decided to give up. Cause I can't compete with a patite black woman. Believe me, my mother is one. ();-þ So I decided to stay faithful to my big daddy hunny buns. Yes, and Brendon was so very excited about that as well. ();-}

And I got my paycheck today. A measly $97. I guess I'll have to cut my shopping spree short. To maybe just a new pair of shoes. Dammit. I wanted two pairs, too! ():'-( What did I do to deserve this? I'm a good person. Why must I die of poverty? Now I have to budget my money. I've never had to do that. The thought gives me knots in my stomach.

Well opening night of Harry Potter wasn't as bad as I expected. But I would of loved to see some fundimentalists protest outside my theatre. The funniest thing happened. These little girls came by all strung out on Harry Potter hype, came up to me and were like "do you know the secret power of.... telekinesis?" I tried not to laugh my ass off and pretend I was all interested. I'm all "Yes! That's the power to move things with your mind! WOW... oooh ahhh!!" They said, "this boy at our school has it and he can pass it on to people, I have it, too!" That's when I was like "Really!?! I would love to have telekinesis!" so I could throw you scary little brats out of me sight! BWAHAHA!!! Yeah... I'm bad. ();-p

current...
attire: levi strauss & co. logo t-shirt, black karl kani jeans
scent: shrimp thaughing in the sink
sounds: always getting over you, angela ammons
taste: orange hwaiian punch
read: sirs atricles

I'm working on my research paper that's due tomorrow. This thesis is very important because If I don't do it, I'll fail Civics. I don't know why the hell she decided to assign this thesis at the beginning of the year. All the thesis work is only done towards the end. She's screwing up the system!! ()>:-O

Teehee, we were making coat of arms today in Journalism class. Mr. Reichert let me take mine home. Enter the glue, glitter, and the ribbons. Mine will be the best one on the wall! BWAHAHA!

And for my English homework, I'm using vocabulary words from the lyrics to Buffy: The Musical. w00t!!

Well I have to finish this damn research before Charmed comes on. ();-þ

Here's a poll of the century:

Season1

VS

WOW

In other news, I'm going through me devolution process of popularity and cutness! I'm almost out of contacts and my mom wants me to get glasses again. WHY??? I can't take it anymore. I'm so stressed, I'm breaking out into hives. At first I thought it was the soap I was using, but it's not that at all. It's STRESS.
Quit stressing me out people! ()>:-|

Every single night, the same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight
Still I always feel this strange estrangement
Nothing here is real, nothing here is right
I've been making show of trading blows
Just hoping no one knows
That I've been going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave and kind of righteous
Now I find I'm wavering
Crawl out of your grave
You find this fight just doesn't mean a thing
She ain't got that swing
Thanks for noticing
She is pretty well with fiends from Hell
But lately we can tell
That she's just going through the motions
Faking it somehow
She's not even half the girl she - oww!
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor?
How can I repay-
Whatever.
I don't wanna be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can't even see
If this is really me
And I just wanna be
Alive!
You know this is how I actually feel right now. Buffy can sing straight to your soul....

Oh yeah, so today in Anthropology class, this guy Kyle was boasting about how much he likes penis. I found it so incredibly cute. He was actually trying to prove that he was gay. So I was like "So you like penis too, huh?" And he was all "you're gay?" and then another guy says "Ryan's a very open homosexual". I found this so cute cause it was a bunch of sophomores talking. Then me and Kyle ended up talking about Chris Rock and sang No Sex in the Champagne Room.

Then when we got up to present what we were inquiring about( it was a ten dollar bill from Canada). And this other guy, Derek was making passes towards me. It was really gross. I'm very uncomfortable in that class. Cause either the other students don't like me or they like me too much. *dies* The only cool people in the class are Shannon, Melody, and Nikita when she's in class ();-þ

*screams* What the fuck is up with these people? Everyone knows what kind of FUCKING condition I'm in but yet my friends all manage to treat me like shit. Grr, it pisses me off! I have the potential to be with much better people but I chose to stay with them because I actually love my friends. I get no fucking respect back. No attention what so ever. ():'(

Well I saw a nuritionist today. She says I'm pretty well with my diet just that I should eat more. So I'm like "whatever" But then here she comes with that fucking food pyramid telling me what I can't eat. So basically, she wants me to eat more meals but I still have to go by that damn pyramid!! That's why I'm not eating as much now! She can take that dam pyramid and shove it up her ass fucking sideways!!

I also had a pretty interesting day at school but I have to work tonight so I'll post it later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILIE!!

*sigh* Goodbye tank tops and shorts. Summer's been over for a while but now even the California sun can't compete with the seasons. Goodbye faithful sandals and sunglasses. Hello bulky sweaters that make me itch like crazy. ();-þ

And for some reason, I haven't been able to find any of my warmer underwear. So I guess I'll have to buy some. And the student store is selling mittens. How cute is that? I need some hats and long sleeved shirts. Fall and Winter suck. Give me Summer again. Please?

Or I could always move to Australia. I wonder how Jaymin is. *ponders*

Ok, I really, REALLY don't want to work on Friday. Harry Potter opening night? It will be a mad house. I will not be there! I even hear they're gonna make everyone work on Friday. I wont be there, that's for damn sure. Harry Potter my arse!!
Or maybe the mind-numbing hype has already destroyed this movie so patrons wont want to come and then I'll be full of delight. And all shall hail to my Britney Spears cup!

There was no pain
No fear, no doubt
Till they pulled me out
Of Heaven
So that's my refrain
I live in Hell
'Cause I've been expelled
From Heaven
I think I was
In Heaven

Yup! Still on my Buffy Musical kick. w00t!! GO Anya! I think it should of been bunnies as well. ();-þ

In the light of the Buffy Musical, I'll be adding lyrics to the complete score to the writings page sometime this week. Isn't that great? YAY!
Buffy's

And for those who have been avid readers of my blog, SIGN MY FUCKING GUEST BOOK! So I know who you guys are. ();-)

Well my brother just changed my modem in my computer so I'll see if that works. I'll try to reinstall the drivers as well.

w00t!! I changed the layout for Ruby Heart! I've had it on my computer for days. I've also opened the Writings page with twi entries. So I hope everyone enjoys! ();-)

Fucking A! The peice of shit STILL isn't working! I'm so pissed I could just rip the fucking computer apart and flush each peice down the toliet. Now I have to spend my hard earned money to buy a new fucking modem! Grr! People suck! Computers suck! This world fucking sucks!

current...
attire: navy beater and gray boxer shorts.
scent: apple spice aerosol spray(yuck)
sounds: martha stewart's kitchen
taste: cheesbuger
read: this damn blog

Well I've finaly decided to swallow my pride and format my hard drive and install Windows ME. My mom can get free copies of Microsoft products cause she works for the college district and they use Microsoft as their official copany or whatever. :P So I'm off to go do that now.
I'm watching From Martha's Kitchen. They're making pies. I like pies.

Just some things on my mind:

1) It's been 2 months since the September 11th attack. So far I'm still 5 by 5. But I bet I could easily gult trip my way through the last semesters of High School using that as an excuse. I could. Not saying that I would. ();-p

2) I NEED my fucking computer fixed!! I'm so tired of using my mother's. I need my own computer with my Ayumi desktop wallpaper and not this stoopid leaves shit my mom keeps changing it to. Yuck! And once I get it fixed, I'm getting me cable internet. Cause that way my mother wont have to fucking bitch all the time when I'm using the phone line. She's such a control freak.

3) I also need a fucking cell phone! Jeebus! I'm all over the place and I would love to have some form of communication.

4) And who the HELL decided to create Pepsi Twist? It's nasty as fuck! No one in their right minds want lemon in their Pepsi. I can understand cherry. But lemon? That's too comon a flavor. They should of made a blueberry or even a strawberry. Not some stupid fruit that pretty much grows in everyone's backyard. Pa-leeze!

Nita I think you forgot to close off one of your tags. That must be why everything is in teal. If you need any help, you can always ask me. If I'm not busy, of course. ();-p

OMG Joey! This site is absolutely horrible! ():-O Atleast add some more things before you move to a new server. I'll just give you some few ideas Tuesday at school. ();-)
Well today was odd at work. We all had discussions about our sexual fantasies. I felt really awful cause mine seemed like the worse. Mine would be me walking in the boy's locker room after school and find the hot jock of my choice lathering up alone in the showers. I'd be startled that anyone would be in there and he'd invite me to help scrub him down. ();-9 And then we'd have mad sex. roflmao!

Well Christmas is coming up. I really don't like this holliday but this year I'll try and make the most of it.

Well my eyebrow isn't infected anymore and it's starting to heal. So I'm pretty happy. And big hugs and kisses for my Ryan. Thanks for being the only one who has made me smile this whole week. Love ya lots. ();-*
I didn't get a yearbook yesterday. I had a really bad day Friday. So oh well. :P

My Weekly Schedule
*Monday*
Beatles club after school
*Tuesday*
Boys & Girls club after school til 7:30
*Wednesday*
AHS Sound Mix after school
*Thursday*
LARP
*Friday*
GSA, Anime Club(if we ever get this started), and/or Work
*Saturday*
Work
*Sunday*
Work

I don't even know why I posted that. Just bored I guess.
Oooh! I'm working on a new layout for the blog. I don't know when it will be done. But it will be up soon.

*cries* Christina was right! It is infected. As soon as I woke up this morning all I could feel was pain surging through my head. My psycologyst says that I should go to my pediatrician and ask to be put on some anti-biotics. I think that would be a best bet cause I really want to keep this and I don't want it to get keloied. That runs in my family anyway. XP Oh the pus and the bleeding! The pain, THE PAIN! *dies*

Shit! I have to buy a yearbook tomorrow. That's the deadline. I hope Debrah accepts Visa. ^^;;

It's official. Duane Rilli is now a chicken head! w00t!! We rock this world Megan! If you were able to read this. Maybe I'll give you the URL.... someday. Maybe when you let me borrow Matt for the evening. We won't do anything bad. Just some "laundry". I really need help with the laundry. ^^;; But anywho, sweet kisses to you(and Matt) ():-*

Well there was some method to this madness. Oh yeah! Blogger's back on so everyone will be able to read the last posts I have made. Ten points for this team!

Ok, so have you ever been so sexualy fustrated that you would LITERALY give head to the next guy you saw? Well today was on of those times. Every time I walked up to a guy I was like "Stick it in!" They'd laugh at me and then comence to run away once they realized I wasn't kidding. But seriously. I'm now accepting applications for any guy to take my flower away. You can apply here . I still can't belive I'm 17 years old, I have no licence, and I'm still a virgin living California! How the hell did this happen? I'm pretty much a sterotypical teenager anyway. So why aren't I getting any? I'll tell you why. Because this whole fucking world is out to get me!! I'm thinking of sacking my dream of being a radio broadcaster and joining Crystal and Anita in their hospital dream. I could be a nurse. Or even a receptionist. We'll all dye our hair purple. Even if purple isn't a good color on me. XP

It's official. Evelyn Sue Dayton will be gone for a whole month at work to be in "A Christmas Carol". I wish the best of luck to her(even if she has only 2 lines).

Well... I think that's it for this guy. I guess I'll go to bed. Tomorrow is Friday and I'm not working Friday night! w00t!! Can you tell where I'll be? No... really... tell me.

hmmm..... what shall I rave about? I know! BOYZ! *giggle*
So today I got the December issue of Seventeen magazine. There was this little test where you would put an "x" in the box next to what characteristics you would want in your ideal boyfriend. Well I got mostly red's so my ideal boyfriend would be the romantic type. He'd be the one who'd take me to Snake Road on a Friday night and watch the stars. And then maybe if he's lucky, we could go a little further. He would cut school and go bring me a Jamba Juice or a Frappucinno. Write me cute little love notes in my locker so when I go there to get something the whole trip through all the stupid people in the halls and the irritating people blocking it will be all worth it just to find a note writen by him that would just simply say "I love you". I think I'd die.

No don't get me wrong. I would do things for him too, of course. I'd cook him lunch and dinner almost every day. I'd skip school and bring him a Wendy's meal. I'd give him back rubs wwhen he gets home from work or practice. I'd plan romantic indoor picnics. I love picnics. I'd buy him clothes and things to make him feel better. And if he needed any thing I would bend over backwards to get it. But I pretty much do that for anyone who asks.

But I'm also a very social person and we would go out and party. Weither it's a party or just a dance or a club, we'd be there. Having a great time and making people jealous.

Something else I wouldn't mind in a guy would be someone outgoing and active. The complete opposite of me. Someone who can fix things. Cause my fairy blood tends to make me brake things a lot. I don't know how I do it but I'll have something one day and the next day, it's broken. And I haven't even touched it.

Well enough about guys. My prince isn't out there anyway. I have a pretty good feeling that he's probably dead. I'll never find him and I'm not really "gung ho" about settling for some frog. I think I'd rather be alone. Trust me. It's better that way.

Woo hoo! My friend Anita has a blog! Read it! And you're right, Nita. We really need to have that pitty party soon. Finding a boyfriend is HARD. Atleast you had one. I thought Kyle was quite a catch myself. But I guess you thought otherwise. :-/ I'm so happy! I have three people on my blog list! w00t!!

Wow! I think this is the longest time I've been without posting. So here's another brief overview of what's been going on.

* The Homecoming Dance rocked and I wrote a kick ass story.
* I've decided to join the AHS Sound Mix. That's right! I'm singing! w00t!
* Yes, still like Duane. *dies*
* But I like Matt more *melts*
* Matt is dating Megan and I told her that I would gladly box her ass to get him. ^^;
* Matt is so far willing for this match. I don't know if he's rooting for me or his girlfriend. *shrug*
* I've decided to start a diet. I know I wasn't gonna start one untill I'm atleast 25 but now everyone's bugging me to.
* Brendon has a girlfriend. Now I can't grab his sweet ass at work anymore. ;_; Not that I've already grabed his ass mind you. ();-)
* EVERYONE has a fucking date. I'm thinking that I should start giving head in park bathrooms. That way I'll atleast get a sexual experence before I'm 30. :þ
* There's a new asshole working with us. Sean is the rudest person alive. He's only worked for a week and he already thinks he runs the fucking place!
* My Evie's leaving the team on Thursday. She's gonna be in a play for the rest of the month. Now I will have to find a replacement for her in Corey's Angels. ;_;
* Duane showed up at the theatre yesterday and Ashley didn't tell me till late and when she did I FREAKED OUT. He didn't see a movie so I wonder what he was doing there.
* And finaly, I GOT MY EYEBROW PEIRCED! It looks really good but I've only had it for a week and Christina, my co-worker, said that it's infected. It's strange cause it doesn't even hurt at all. I better clean it.

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