I'm not going to apologize. I'm not going to say that, "Oh, it was just one of my bad moods," Because it's not the truth. I've been feeling this way for the longest time. And I'm tired of it. You all treat me like I'm not even your friend.
Take my birthday for instance, did I get one thing from you guys? Not even a damn card. I know I'm not that high maintanence. Who has tried his hardest the last 4 years to remember everyone's birthday, and took the money out of his own pocket to at least get something for you guys. And this is how you repay me? Completely deny my existance? That's real fucking classy. And it's not just birthdays that piss me off. It's every day things. Has anybody ever listened to any of my ideas? Or has anybody ever praised me for the work I do? Make that the exellent work I do. I've been ignored, overlooked, misplaced, whatever people call it and I'm sick and tired of feeling like I'm invisible. So I'm guessing, after school is over, we all go our seperate ways and you all can actually forget about me. I don't care what you all do. I have friends now who actually listen to my ideas. The only thing I'm sorry for is being a bitch.
Well in other news, my SIM card has been rejected. Now I have to fork over $30 to get the SIM card replaced.
Have I stressed how much I want to leave this shithole? Please, someone take me away!
5.09.2002
Ryan is 21 years old and lives in Martinez, CA. His interests include shopping, writing, and sleeping. He is currently a student at Diablo Valley College. His current love is Veronica Mars.
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